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Friday, April 25, 2008 { 11:18 PM }

guess who is this? A-di from Energy? Nope....
japanese actor, Oguri Shun, starring as Sano Izumi in Hana Kimi JP version. yup, that's the same role as what Wu Chun has acted as in the taiwanese version of Hana Kimi.
he has a striking resemblance to A-di right? Throughout the show i kept having this feeling that i'm watching A-di acting. -_-"
however it seems like he resembles A-di only in this show. googled his name and realised that he has acted in not only Hana Yori Dango but also Gokusen, both which i've watched.
alright, perhaps i'm really bad at remembering faces.
anyway, he's good. =)
Hana Kimi JP is way better than Hana Kimi TW too. though i'm quite a big fan of Wu Chun.
oh well, this is just a random post.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 { 10:58 PM }

just watched a mandarin programme up on Channel U hosted by Berlinda Lee. This particular episode is about bile bears.... or rather, about how a singaporean architect has given up his career and choose to help these bile bears. yes, he builds home for them.
A bile bear or battery bear is the term used for Asiatic black bears kept in captivity in Vietnam and China so that bile may be extracted from them for sale as a traditional Chinese medicine (TCM). The bears are also known as moon bears because of the cream-colored crescent moon shape on their chest. The Asiatic black bear, the one most commonly used on bear farms, is an endangered species.
-taken from Wikipedia-
it's heartbreaking to see those bears being caged up in those extraction cages, some being barely big enough to house them, not just having a tube being inserted through their abdominal wall and into their gall bladder to extract their bile, but also their fingers snapped away. why snap away their fingers? well, it is to save them the trouble of cutting their nails regularly.
i am very disturbed by this thought of cutting away the bear's fingers just so that they need not trouble themselves to trim their nails for them. anyway, trimming their nails is also to protect themselves just in case they got close enough for the bear to claw at them.
ugly, selfish, cruel humans.
some of these bile bears can live up to 25 years being caged up and 'milked' on a daily basis. such long confinement in a tiny cage have brought them severe mental stress so much so that even after being rescued, given proper home with nutritional food and even playgrounds, some of the bears still continued to exhibit strange behaviours. for example, one of the rescued bile bears spend its entire day moving back and forth at a corner of their playground. another stood right in front of its cage, shaking its head left to right repeatedly, while another continued to turn round and round inside its cage. if i have seen such behaviours in those sun bears in the singapore zoological gardens, i would have laughed and said, "how cute!" but as i stared at my television screen, i didn't. i bet you wouldn't, either.
if my memory didnt fail me, they have rescued 168 bile bears so far, with another 7k of them still suffering in those LEGAL bile bear farms, continuing to produce bear bile for manufacturers to produce medicines containing bear bile. i know i'm totally not in the position to comment much about the country legalising bile bear farms, but WHY? Why is such inhuman act legalised? i cannot understand it.
what gives us the rights to capture these asiatic black bears, keep them in tiny cages, stick a rubber tube into their gall bladder, and extract their bile?
is it because we humans are considered superior as compared to the animals?
are we really?
or are we in fact, inferior to them by committing such acts, which are actually worse than beasts (qin shou bu ru)?

Monday, April 21, 2008 { 11:38 PM }

met sa at bugis for dinner just now. soup spoon's clam chowder. heehee... they have beeg clams! =) and also cheddar cheese fries from.... i dont know what stall is that.
and we went sasa/watsons shopping! haha... sa wanna buy stuff to slim down her face. and i bought my concealor. it looks good when i test on my hands, hopefully the shade would be right when i put it on my face.... *prays*
as we walked to her office we past by the pet shop. the lop-ear bunnies are so CUTE! the price also very 'cute'..... 180 bucks i think. saw another one at great world city selling for 220 bucks. omg, so ex.... but lop-ear bunnies are really very adorable. they look so kelian and so wu gu.... aww~! hahaha...
then yeah, accompanied sa back to her office to print her stuff. haha, and i camwhored like siaocharbo while she print like another siaocharbo...
having mild migraine.... shucks... always like this de! urgh~!

*randomness*
if you're feeling sad that you've given up on somebody, perhaps that means you've made a wrong choice. and since it's wrong, you should try to make it right again. maybe you cannot succeed, but at least you can tell yourself you've tried.

Sunday, April 20, 2008 { 1:46 PM }

this is my 790th post already! hahaha.... i cant believe that i've posted so many crap online.
hurhurhur.
my keyboard is still screwed, though perhaps not as screwed as before.
it's slowly recovering. LOL
nothing much to blog about, but i'm kinda feeling random.
i wanna buy a corset! black corset to go with those tank tops i've bought at dorothy perkins.
and i wanna buy an electric blue pumps/low heels.
and another thing,
i do not like aeroplanes nor pigeons.

WHO WANNA WATCH THE FORBIDDEN KINGDOM WITH ME?

Friday, April 18, 2008 { 11:29 PM }

人长大了
就会有越来越多的没有
有越来越多没有可能办到的事
长大后
也有越来越多没有办法回应的话
长大后
有越来越多没有人照顾的时候
长大后
有越来越多没有理由的爱情挫折
人长大后真的有越来越多的没有
但是
让人长大的
也就是这些没有....

为了相爱, 我们花了几千几万个小时
可是分手, 却连一个小时也不需要

Saturday, April 12, 2008 { 1:21 PM }

fallen sick again....
super duper runny nose, cough and sore throat.
freaking shit! now i cannot study.
why?
because if i lower my head my nose will start running like a leaking tap.
URGH~!
anyway, cant sleep last night and finally decided to settle down and watch TMNT.
yeah, after saying that i'll watch it for so long.
it's not bad if you're a TMNT fan.
this time master splinter sent Leo into the woods for training and he MIA for an extra year.
so, what happened to the team?
mikey is still as stupidly adorable: he went to work as a turtle mascot.
donnie is still as smart: but he went to work as a customer service officer.
raph is still as angsty(did he used to be?): he became the nightwatcher.
would really love to type more, but my keyboard is cranky again and it's totally pissing me off.
if i didnt do any editing,
whaet you would setet would bet this. can you im,aginet how pissetd off i am,? this5 i5s thet neth teim,et this stupid ketyboard has pulletd such a stunte on m,et!~ urgh~!~

Friday, April 11, 2008 { 2:48 PM }

i really like this dress....

but it is so expensive! 45 bucks leh.... omg....
anyway, i bought my electric/cobalt blue shorts ytd! yeah~!

anyway, watched Step up 2 last night. after seeing/hearing so many good comments on it, i had much high hopes and expectation for the movie.
result: very disappointed.
alright, some of the dance moves are nice. but i dont think it's THAT amazingly fantastic at all. moves are all rather predictable.
and stingray, lyrical is nice. it's not gayish at all.

Thursday, April 10, 2008 { 11:12 PM }

i'm forgoing the convenience of adding imeem player directly using layouts template for this skin! the picture is so cute can!
Yagami-kun, I'm a fan of your girlfriend
L is so cute. So is Kenichi Matsuyama. =)
stupid foundations quiz. i only got 40 outta 100. DAMN IT!
i have a feeling i only got the two mcq question correct.
the rest of the calculations must be wrong.
somemore i only completed 2 outta the 3 calculations. no time to do the last qn lor.
kns.
online quiz shld be scrapped. wrong means wrong, no working marks at all.
urgh~!
deprived me of my chance at another A.

{ 1:23 AM }

i wanna change my blogskin
i wanna change my current freaking boring and ugly blogskin
i wanna change to an L's blogskin
BUT THE STUPID LAYOUTS THING FREAKING CANNOT SUPPORT THEM.
maybe i should forgo imeem player for L?

Tuesday, April 08, 2008 { 11:11 PM }

常常会想, 如果......
如果那天我决定去找你
现在我们会比较幸福吗?
如果我一开始就没有认识你
现在我会比较开心吗?
如果当初我不接受你
现在的我会比较快乐吗?
如果第一次分手就放弃了
现在我会比较好过吗?
人嘛, 活着就必须一直不停的做选择
每天就好像走在分插路口
当你选择了这一条路, 你将永远也不会知道另一条路会带我们到什么地方.
只能想像
不停的想如果... 如果....
如果不是想像
如果不是希望
如果是后悔
如果是无奈
我讨厌如果.
没有如果, 该有多好.

以前的你, 是我难过的原因也是我快乐的理由
可是
现在的你, 还是我难过的原因却不再是我快乐的理由了
11:11 代表我在想你

Sunday, April 06, 2008 { 4:31 PM }

watched taiwan news just now and saw this really crazy news.
some cranky guy claimed that he saw jolin tsai eating breakfast alone in the same shop he was in. and after jolin left, he took her used napkin with 23 leftover sasame seeds on it and went online to auction it.
YES, YOU DIDNT SEE IT WRONGLY. NEITHER DID I TYPE WRONGLY.
HE WENT TO AUCTION IT.
guess how much the bids went up to?
NT$40200.
which is roughly, SGD$2010
madness, this is madness!
anyway, the claim made is false. why on earth would jolin be eating breakfast alone?

if you're reading this post. i would like you to know. all i want now is a little more appreciation. i do hope that i would be hearing from you soon. come tomorrow it would be a week since i send it out and there is no possibilty that you havent receive it yet!

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 { 7:23 PM }

<白>:你知道吗?
我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉
那是什么样子我好希望再来一次

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭但那人是你所以不怕苦
那麽多相遇偏偏只和你天造地设般产生奇迹
oh~我心的缝隙我想除了你任谁也无法填补这空虚
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭但那人是你所以不怕苦
那个人是你所以不怕苦
oh~我不怕苦

好久没听到这首歌了.
一听到就想起了你.
因为你曾经对我说过这一句话, 你还记得吗?
我想, 你应该早就忘记了吧.
还没分手时, 就忘了吧.
可是我还记得.
"我, 非你莫属"
也许就是因为还记得这一句话, 我才这么不舍得放手.
也许你说对了
我是傻瓜....

{ 12:01 PM }

the pain is not going away
the pain is not going away
the pain is not going away
the pain is not going away
THE PAIN IS NOT GOING AWAY!