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Monday, March 31, 2008 { 6:57 PM }

stomachache!
had diarrhoea like 4 times yesterday.
and now?
i think it's period cramps....
or maybe, pre-period cramps.
damn it!

{ 12:48 AM }

due to my craving for bbq stingray(all thanks to ray), peggee, sheryl, melmel and me went to chomp chomp at serangoon gardens for dinner!

on the bus number 315 heading towards chomp chomp! melmel drove over first. a very entertaining convo between peggee and melmel.
peggee: where are you now?
mel: in my car...
peggee: so where is your car now?
mel: jam...
peggee: jam at where??
mel: serangoon gardens....
=.=

melmel's gigantic soyabean milk. and our sugarcane juice. our as in peggee and me. =)

and this is sheryl's mango sago.... she wasnt very happy when she saw that our sugarcane juice is like 10 times of hers.

now our food! chicken wings~! and peggee said that little girl kept bio-ing me. *shyshy*

cockles~! actually i was craving for sambal cockles at bedok 85. but it has been a long long time since i ate these semi cooked cockles. bloody and good!

and this is chut-chut.... i didnt eat them though. rather put off by the "CHUT" sounds they made.... and i seriously think i cannot suck the flesh out. so dont bother to try and make a fool of myself....
and there was also gong-gong. but no pictures taken.... gong-gong is nice! when it's hot la. when it got cold, not as nice. somemore i also dunno how to get the flesh out of the shell... hahaha! and not to forget, bbq stingray~! well, also forgot to take picture of it. was busy attacking it! *chomp chomp* STINGRAY, hiak hiak hiak...

sticky hands due to the cockles.... open them until i siao! gradually i got sick of them le... coz sheryl and melmel dont eat....

the aftermath.... basically you're looking at bloody cockle shells, left over gong-gong, mutton soup, and erm, sugarcane juice. i swear that's not beer...

melmel cant bear to look. well, actually he's just camera shy... muahahahahaha~!

peggee says my eyes made me look like a cat.... where got? got meh? where? where? where? tell me leh!

then we went over to ice3 for desserts! muahahahaha... see my yellow nails and the blue table top!

sheryl and me! me ex roomie~! hurhurhur....

sorta like this photo. coz i think i looked as if i have great hair... hahahaha! and i'm so much taller than sheryl. well, it's just her chair.... we're both sitting down.

ex roomies and toiletmates. sigh, if only pq can join us....

chocolate kebab from my sundae~!

gave one to sheryl too! it's yummy~! marshmellow dipped in chocolate and topped with crushed peanuts!

melmel's un-man strawberry sundae.... wonder why most guys dislike chocolates....

peggee and sheryl (the chiongsters') alcoholic mudpie? err.... i guess so... but i can cfm it is alcoholic. =)

and my chocolate sundae~! it's so yummy~! cookies and creme plus chocolate icecream. chocolate sauce, chocolate kebab, whipped cream and cherry!

me with melvin's stitch in melvin's car. as you can see it's super blurred because melvin is driving quite fast... entire car keeps shaking... =.=

last shot! had a hard time getting it right. coz in my position, the aircon keeps blowing right into my eyes....

anyway, passed by hougang ave 9 on the way home. the moment i saw "Regentville" i was like.... well, dont know how to describe.

i miss everything....

i really miss you...

Wednesday, March 26, 2008 { 10:34 PM }

do you know what is inside this? yeah! it's a jigsaw puzzle that allows us to write messages on it!

from this.... like 100 little pieces......

to this! *tadaa*

haha.... i've done so much... but it's not the least bit appreciated. not at all. not even a little... i'm so disappointed. but, would you ever know?

i dont think so.

{ 9:45 AM }

stupid me. shouldnt have went for mocha on empty stomach.....
even though it's nescafe mocha...
it's still potent enough to give me gastric.
damn it....
munching on chocolates now.
hopefully i can tahan until 6 today...
anyway, was damn emo last night....
seems like he has made a very good and correct decision.
he seems so much happier now...

Tuesday, March 25, 2008 { 12:51 AM }

well, it's now 12.51am, 25th March....
Happy 20th Birthday, Sunny!
hurhurhur...

Sunday, March 23, 2008 { 12:06 AM }

tech comm presentation tomorrow.....
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooo....
so not prepared!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Friday, March 21, 2008 { 2:15 PM }

不知不觉又过了几天
我想我习惯了忽略
去忽略没你的时间
不近不远走在谁身边
我想我适应了一切
这一切没你的时间
某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越为自己留一些安全界线
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味
谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越为自己留一些安全界线
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味
谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味
谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
多可悲围墙都在对不对

{ 1:23 PM }

I guess it's a common thinking that white lies may not hurt anyone directly, but being dishonest with yourself or others would have a negative impact on your health.
DO YOU KNOW?
Lying will lead to stress.
Lying prevents peace of mind.
and lying is a form of CANCER RISK!
(cancer patients are more liking to have a so called type C personality, characterised by a tendency to deny their own feelings.)
so, what do all these tell us?
HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY.
credits to Cleo Magazine for the information.

oh well, i'm just being random....

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 { 12:35 AM }

received a very disturbing email a few days ago.... though i'm not a dog owner, but i do love dogs(and many other animals). DOGS ARE NOT MEANT TO BE REARED FOR FOOD, YOU DISGUSTING DOG-EATERS!

died with its tail tightly clipped between its hind legs. who can imagine how frightened it was just seconds before it was MURDERED?

who can save them? who will save them?

hope i'm not infringing on some kind of copyrights by posting these photos up. i really dont know who to give credits to....

oh well,

just some random remarks: Sunny Lai is a Lai Pi Gui! bleah~~~~~~~~!

Monday, March 17, 2008 { 12:30 AM }

sometimes i wonder.
do you not care about me anymore, or do you dont know how to care for me anymore?
i hope it's the latter.
i dont know what happened to you.
neither do i really understand what you mean by your personal message.
but i do know you're very bothered by what has happened.
but you're unwilling to tell me.
i hope you have another source for you to let out all your frustrations.
but i have a bad feeling you dont.
this is you.
always keeping unhappy stuff to yourself.
i doubt you would still be reading my blog.
but if you just so happen to be,
i wanna tell you...
no matter what, i still care for you ok?

Sunday, March 16, 2008 { 10:14 PM }

met up with ivy, juanz and jay for dinner at cafe cartel yesterday. seems like cartel at tm would be our usual hangout.... =) now, let the picture do the talking.....

my yummy food! grilled chicken with linguine..... nice! but not the carrots.... i'm anti-carrots!

well, AS USUAL. our miss jamie tan aka miss arts had salad..... greens, greens, and more greens. when would you be not dieting?!

dieting has made her mad. or perhaps baby carrots has made her made. told you carrots aint good for us.

Juanz enjoying her food. looks yummy too, yeah?

this is ivy with a super duper cute pose. she has BEEG HANDS.... bwahahahahaha!

muahahahaha... juanz and ivy caught in an unglam candid shot. miss tan did the sneaky phototaking and me, as her accomplice did my part by talking to them to distract them. hurhur.... i assure you i'll not post up any other unglam photos other than this MILD one, ivy! =)

someone told me he hates girl doing the peace sign when taking photo. but hey, i have no choice! i have to show off my well manicured blue nails, which i've done all my myself, right?

i like this photo very much! looked like we both have flawless skin when in actual fact, WE DO NOT!

and some group photos.....

miss jamie tan trying to act cute....

took this in the ladies... hurhur... like my new top. bought it on a shopping trip with peggee on 13th march. sad sad 13th.

but now i'm sadder.....

do you totally not care anymore?

Friday, March 14, 2008 { 10:02 PM }

我一個人徘徊在我們的海
閉上眼我還記得那一天看見的藍
愛距離也分不開
你送的貝殼還在呼喚
在耳邊答應要給我未來
那一天手心裡的愛我放不開
等一個人多麼孤單我一分鐘又一分鐘在忍耐
握緊了手心裡的愛
我勇敢了起來
當你回來的時候我一定要跟你說
別再走開
我跟寂寞在比賽等你帶我
手牽手一起去看全世界最美的海
淚不可以掉下來
我學著向日葵擡起頭
等待著最親愛的你回來
抱著我稱讚我的勇敢 Ooh---
貝殼握在手裡靜靜的變得溫暖
就像是握住一點點答案 Oh---
那一天手心裡的愛我放不開
等一個人多麼孤單我一分鐘又一分鐘在忍耐
握緊了手心裡的愛
我勇敢了起來
當我祈禱的時候天使都不在
當我痛苦的時候也只好習慣
當你回來的時候我一定要跟你說
別再別再走開

Thursday, March 13, 2008 { 11:25 PM }

it's actually 14th March, 1.24am now... but let's just let me play cheat can?
13th march, is much better than i thought.
i didnt expect us to chat through sms like we once did.
but we did.
and i really enjoyed it.
was really tempted to ask if he wld miss me but yet, was afraid to ask.
but in the end i still did.
he said: maybe i wld!
... ... *sighz*
shall be contented.... (but in the end i still told him he must miss me because i wld miss him... -_-")
talked till 2am, i think. i wanted to stay up until he leaves house for jb. but he insisted that i go to sleep. and i was sleepy too... hurhur....
and we really did talk on msn earlier. =)
but hor, Sunny Lai.... stop wasting money on your game liao la!
2000 leh... $2k!
omg, even though it's not my money... i still feel the pain leh!
adoi....

but still... thanks for everything.
i will really miss you. (so you must also miss me, ok?)

Wednesday, March 12, 2008 { 1:50 PM }

it's 12th march, wed.
in a few hours time, it would be morning of 13th march, thursday....
i'm really dreading it...
but what can i do?
nothing.
absolutely nothing can be done.
i can only choose to believe in fate...
i'll be back tmr....

Tuesday, March 11, 2008 { 7:24 PM }

my previous entry was dated 6th feb.
i nearly forgot that i have a blog...
hurhur...
or rather, i just didnt wanna blog.
but, i'll be back....
like, very soon!