Wednesday, May 30, 2007
{ 3:09 AM }
met sa this late afternoon at orchard cine to watch Pirates 3. seriously speaking this time round it's not as good, though there are some funny scenes like how the dwarfy pirate under sparrow flew backwards after firing the i dont know what you call that. some freaking huge rifle. LOL... and how another pirate broke his frozen big toe off with a 'snap'.... ok, that's rather gross. but nvm...
i myself feels the sparrow talking to sparrow scenes weird. guess jack sparrow is going crazy. and the part where he was imprisoned in the flying dutchman was disgusting... i mean, the 'fish people sparrow' was gross. licking his own brains. eew!
and most of all, i dont like that blardie ending!
will turner was made the new captain of the flying dutchman after jones' heart was stabbed. ARGH~! how can? ten years in sea, one day on shore. so sad.... somemore will and elizabeth got married....
ok, nvm.... but i guess it's still a movie many should watch. since we've watch 1 and 2, so we should watch 3 as well right? lol...
anyway, went daiso cause i wanna buy aroma oil burner. but it was OUT OF STOCK. urgh... so in the end i bought the bowel movement sticker again coz the one i bought some time ago was lost before i could try it out. also bought a sheet to be place inside my pillow. supposed to help me sleep faster... hmm...
oh nvm... getting lazy to blog nowadays...
and before i end off, i got my stitch! it's so cute~!
i'm trying my best to stop thinking of you. but i cannot.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
{ 3:24 AM }
just patched back for like a few days...
and now i have to experience the pain all over again.
this sucks, big time.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
{ 11:44 PM }
I'm happy for now...
and i hope i would be happy forever...
anyway, edo's hanasaki ika tempura really rocks!
if you were ever to travel to thomson plaza, go try that ok?
LOL....
{ 2:17 AM }
finally got to eat kfc after so long of abstaining from fried food...
my favourite popcorn chicken... =)
after my period, i shall eat ice cream!
ok?
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
{ 6:07 PM }
shucks... my period came again....
-_-"
and as usual, the killer period cramp...
what makes it alot more worse this month is the fact that he wouldnt be around to comfort me anymore....
Sunday, May 20, 2007
{ 1:23 AM }
a lizard fell from the toilet ceiling and dropped onto my head just now....
ARRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~!
Saturday, May 19, 2007
{ 1:34 AM }
this stupid spree organiser weixxxxg really pissed the hell out of me. ordered american candies like tootsie rolls, mary jane and honey-o-bits through her some time ago.
and on the 7th, she sent us an email asking us for our mailing address to be posted at her lj, which i did immediately after reading that email.
but on the 15th, she sent another email stating that she didnt get my address and hence, she GAVE my candies (the mary janes and honey-o-bits) to other spreers who ordered and paid for the candies much much later than me and refunded me, simply because she took in much more orders from us spreers than she ordered. when i read that, i was already quite upset cause when i realised she has taken in more orders than what she would be ordering, saying there wld always be more than expected amt of candies popping up, i asked her how would she distribute the candies if there's a shortage and she said according to time of payment. but nvm, since she's refunded me i have nothing else to say. so i immediately went over to her lj and left my address. and to double check that my comment has been added in, i signed in to lj to check because she chose to screen comments such that comments can only be viewed (and DELETED) by the comment poster and the owner of the lj (which is her). and guess what i've saw? TWO exact comments posted up by me. one dated 7th, and one 15th. blardie hell. got damn pissed. it's so obvious she missed my address out and happily gave my candies to others. so i emailed her immediately and told her about the error, hoping that MAYBE she hasnt mailed all the candies out or perhaps even a simple apology would do just fine. no, she didnt bother to reply. nvm, maybe she's busy and didnt have time to come online. so i waited... and waited... until my tootsie rolls arrived. so obviously she has read my emails but didnt reply when i'm telling her of an error! so naturally, i went to her feedback page and left her a negative fb. i did that during the mid afternoon, and during the evening, she finally replied!
and guess what she said?
she insisted that i didnt post my address and she gave my candies to other people because they had posted theirs so quickly and she didnt want them to wait. what a stupid excuse! address more important or payment more important? but nvm, i'd respect her UNIQUE way of thinking. but seriously, looking at the tone and words of her email, i somehow got an uneasy feeling that something bad has happened. coz since it's a fact i've posted my address on the 7th, how dare she be so rude and sounded as if it's not her fault at all, and she's replying to apologise (totally insincerely) just because i "demanded" her to through my negative fb? so i went over to her lj and checked again. guess what? my comment dated 7th was gone! only the one dated 15th was around. i would nv be so stupid to delete my own comment, so... yeah, even a dumbdumb can think of what has happened.
so in my reply to her, i stated that i did posted on the 7th and when i checked on the 15th, it was still ard but now it's not. and i raised the doubt of whether lj would cork up and delete away comments by itself. and she immediately became defensive and wrote in caps "I DID NOT DELETE YOUR COMMENT!" and accused me of kicking up a big fuss. when all i did was just gave her a negative fb because i feel that she deserved one.
wtf, f*cking b*tchy retarded spree organsier.
watch out for this b*tch, people.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
{ 10:59 PM }
went shopping with peggee today! orchard first then bugis. she wanted to buy a corset but it's like so difficult to find one now... spent quite alot today, on food and stuff.
hahaha, guess what we ate?
2 large waffles from gelare.
cheese sausage with mashed potato from chippy
ramen set from ajisen
spent like 20 plus 30 on just FOOD!
pengz... -_-"
well, i bought avril lavigne's new album. was hesitating between lavigne and linkin park though... seriously speaking avril's cover looked pirated. really... go take a look.
bought two more humour tees for 22 bucks ... my FAVOURITE! hahaha! even Ah Loi knows i like humour tees... =)
and then.... one pair of cute heels for also 22 bucks! heehee...
was so tempted to buy a blusher with a super cute powder puff. but decided not to waste money coz the colour simply dont really show... but it's really super cute looking leh!
ok, let's see how much have i spent today?
90 plus....
FAINTS.....
{ 3:15 AM }
i dont know.
part of me wanna move on.
but another part of me dont want to move on.
i guess i wld need a reason from him.
but he refuses to talk.
how can i make him cool down?
why would he be so angry over literally nothing?
i have no idea.
maybe he hates me now.
but that only shows that he still feels for me isnt it.
talking about how i shld let it go.
seems like he is the one holding on to everything.
even those quarrels we had like 6 or 7 mths ago.....
if he's really easy about it, he should be able to give me the reason.
but he cant.
he doesnt want to.
and i have no idea why.
just being truthful.
just to be honest.
just let me know what's wrong.
what's so difficult about that?
he once said women are weird creatures.
i'd say he is the weirdest creature.
totally cannot understand how his mind works.
wtf.
Monday, May 14, 2007
{ 2:08 AM }
mother's day today. a day i've grown to ignore its existence. why should i celebrate mother's day for a mother who doesnt even remember her daughter's birthday?
it's a day meant for my brother to take note, not me.
but he doesnt even care...
how pathetic.
work today was super duper busy.
hit 5 digits again....
cashiering was freaking confusing...
people who cant wait for their takeaway orders to be taken actually joined the payment queue and asked me to take their order, holding up the long queue as they ponder over what to order.
wth.
how inconsiderate.
after so long of working, i create this super huge jam at the cashier counter and simply panicked.
made a stupid mistake by forgetting that nets transaction cant be void.
it's weird how my brain malfunction during that few minutes.
why is it that i knew at that point of time that nets transaction can be refunded through cash, but i cant see the fact that if refunds can be done, so can top up be done in the same way?
stupid me...
create trouble for ritchie.
bwah...
anyway, checked the sprees webbie. so many new sprees place popping up all of a sudden. but the same organisers everywhere, so in the end the sprees are all the same.
-_-"
i'm still waiting for my mishop stuff... waited for nearly 2 mths already and items have NOT been shipped out yet.
urgh~!
Sunday, May 13, 2007
{ 1:13 AM }
i thought i cld go back up after i've hit rock bottom.
but i guess i was wrong.
it's getting harder and harder to cry.
and it only made me more miserable.
i'm stuck.
i cant go back up again....
Saturday, May 12, 2007
{ 3:06 AM }
真的是... 越想越气!
真的希望你会看到....
我看起来很想玩具是吗?
喜欢就抱起来玩玩...
不喜欢了就丢在一边
嫌它碍眼就丢掉...
也不需要向它做出什么交代...
就算再怎么冷落它 它也不会伤心
就算把它丢在再脏的地方 它也不会难过
它根本就不会觉得痛
玩腻了就会被丢掉, 是玩具的命运
可是, 对不起让你失望了
我不是玩具.
我会伤心
我会难过
就算我有多么的希望我不痛
可是我还是会觉得痛
真的有很多事都不是在我能控制的范围里的ps. 如果看不明白, 那就代表这不是给你看的. 不用来问我是什么事... 跟以前一样, 我不想说.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
{ 11:01 PM }
never was a fan of 吴克群... but somehow took a liking to his 残废 suddenly... well, i guess it has something to do with my mood...
爱里行动不便
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸擦不掉痛却更明显你说你要的世界在很远我不了解
分手就分手别把话说得太美
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点
原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍我像个残废在爱里残废
i guess i've hit rock bottom coz now i can't even cry... i hope i've hit rock bottom, coz that's my only hope of going back up again....
Sunday, May 06, 2007
{ 1:17 AM }
i'm afraid it's going to end again...
and i'm afraid this time is for real, is forever.
i dont know what to say.
and i could only assume the problem to be so.
i'm down, once again, i'm down.
only you can help me...
Friday, May 04, 2007
{ 11:33 PM }
why must you do this to me?
is it fun?
Thursday, May 03, 2007
{ 11:29 PM }
yeah, finally! i'm free from mugging, from feeling miserable, and from wadeva...
though i still have a project to finish up, sighz...
just thought that i shld be telling you gals about... well, sun and i are back together....
though i cant say that we're having a very stable relationship yet....
well, we shall all just wait and see, yeah?
and.... happy 8 months to us!
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
{ 2:34 AM }
one more paper to go... just one more dreaded and feared blardie paper!
URGH~!
why must forces exist on earth!
this is damn fustrating!
oh nvm....
after thurs, i'm free!
woohoo....
next tues, tomyum steamboat with zhenzhen, ting and her deardear, laopo and maybe benny...
some time next week, spiderman 3 with mq
this coming sat (hopefully), kster with sa, pq, peg and sheryl!
hmm... what else?
i wanna watch 200 pounds beauty... but i think if i really were to watch i've gotta watch it all alone... boohoohoo...
oh yeah, and on buying stuff thru sprees...
i always save the spree page as my fav and only delete them when my item arrives at my house safely...
and now, when i click my fav link, it'll be like so blardie long!
hahaha...
the result of splurging online...
so far...
the stuff i've bought and NOT reached me yet...
a few halters from mishop
a cute smiley face tee from two-do
a cute black babydoll top with polka dot ribbon from blyth zoo
facial sheet masks from DD
collagen eye masks from the nu ren wo zui da spree
pre make up cream introed in nu ren wo zui da
some japanese candies like marue and kasugai
some american candies like tootsies, mary jane and honey-o-bits
and now i'm so tempted to buy the nu ren wo zui da shimmering pearl eyeliner!
somebody, save my bank account!