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Wednesday, August 30, 2006 { 11:46 PM }

Went genki for lunch with peg and sa this afternoon. BEEF KIMCHI SOUP! haha... now if i ever dine at genki again, it would be because i miss the beef kimchi soup! tofu, kimchi(which is lettuce), shitake mushroom, golden mushroom, my favourite kinda green vege, and BEEF! the entire pot of soup is laden with my favourite food. *HUGE grin* Yummy~! shared with peg.... yeah, so today. i only spent 5.60 after the 20% discount Richie gave me. LOL... cheapest you can ever get can. actually i didn't really wanna go genki... but sa wanna go coz she wanna see how Sunny looks like. well, peggy says he's NOT pretty. are you reading this, Miss Arts? NOT pretty! bleh... oh wadeva, like i care. and we talked alot of crap la... i better not say what we talked about. it's rated R. hahaha... but it's damn funny!
anyway, went shopping with peg and sheryl at bugis. was shopping for bags. yeah, BAGS. hahaha... bought two bags in the end. and there was a very cute belt. but it was too small for me. i need another hole to fit, but the material cant be done. so... aww... that belt was damn cute, btw. heehee... and peggy says she will make one for me. =)
went over to bugis street despite the pouring rain and my shoes were drenched! i felt so disgusted walking in my rain soaked shoes lor... eew! *scrunches up nose* hahaha...
going kbox with genki peeps tmr night, most prob. ting says she'll cfm with me tonight. but she hasn't yet... so i shall just wait and see. hopefully nobita will come too. =)

{ 12:03 AM }

haiz... i'm so sorry to disappoint you, sa and jay. what happened at 3.28am 29th August did happen for him, but apparently not for me.
disappointed you may be, but surely not as much as him....
"Oh I see... we're just friends..."
when i see that sms, i feel so bad once again.
it's like i've tied him up and playing him like a human form yoyo or something...
yeah i admit i'm plain evil, so slap me.
meanwhile, we're still good friends... yeah, for the time being.

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say

And I Take it just a little bit
I, hold my breath and count to ten
I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space in between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe

Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real

And I Give you just a little time
I, Wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe

So I whisper in the dark,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
Everything is alright if i just breathe... breathe

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain


you know what, Michelle Branch rocks. I simply love this song...

Tuesday, August 29, 2006 { 11:13 AM }

Well, 29th August... 3.28am....
something happened....

{ 2:26 AM }

haiz... it's a difficult night for me. a friend of mine just broke up with his gf. well, i guess i better not say who is he for the sake of his privacy. we have common friends who read my blog. heehee... he told me the final blow that resulted in their breakup. his gf's sister's bf headed down to orchard immediately to look for her because she simply missed his call for a few hours. and when my friend's gf asked him if he would do likewise, he said no coz he thought it was a stupid stunt to do. well, i dunno... but to me, it was rather crazy as well. i mean, just not picking up your calls for a few hours and you have to travel all around Singapore to look for her meh? So drama! then his gf was pissed with him coz she thinks that he doesnt care for her. but really lor, i think she's expecting too much already. her sister's bf was simply acting deranged. *rolls eyes* haiz... now my friend is heartbroken. 1 yr 1 mth of relationship, ended just because of a crazy act by her sister's bf. how great! just hope that it wouldn't be too rough a night for him tonight. nobita, you must be strong ok? tomorrow would be a better day! =)
oh yeah, and my own problem now... it's getting more and more complicated. *shakes head madly* when would this mess be cleared? i have no idea... well, he was the one who said that it wasn't really very possible for us to be together. and now, he is asking what is he to me. *faints* geez... my head is getting beeg... somehow this reminds me of J. it just seems to be heading the same way...
hmm... oh nvm! I'm still missing my hair. 25cm worth of hair... and Miss Arts, you should not be guffawing! Miss Arts does not guffaw. Miss Arts laughs softly... oh wadeva.

Monday, August 28, 2006 { 9:31 AM }

went for a haircut today. didn't expect it to become so short now... like half of it was gone... *sobs*
my hair~! *wails* told the auntie to snip away the ends of my hair coz i'm having split ends... and she cut away like 25cm of my hair la... *faints*

Sunday, August 27, 2006 { 1:31 AM }

yeah, met up with qing ivy and jamie AKA Miss Arts for dinner. actually we planned to dine at LJ and chill out at fisherman's village. in the end, jamie said she wanna dine at where i work and ivy was ok with it. so in the end we really dined at well, where i work. haha... i have to say, ramen ten's ramen is nicer than ours. hee... i'm really being honest. sheesh! but they says the sushi is nice. well, i'm not a big fan of sushi anyway... yeah...
anyway, jamie did some of her usual stunts as usual. coz there were alot of smoked salmon sushi on the belt and totally NO salmon sushi. so her comment was: too much cigarettes ar? coz SMOKED salmon, yeah? *pengz*
and they all think that xiang is not chio but rather manga-ish. and ivy said that xiang's dimples are SO SO SO SO cute! hahaha... yeah, i think xiang is ke ai too! a mixture of cuteness and chio-ness. hahaha... oh nvm. the faint factor was that they thought SUNNY is the pretty one. OMG la... he? pretty? *pengz* and our dearest Miss Arts still happily said that he is prettier than me. told him about it and he suggested of becoming sisters with me instead. damn funny la. and xiang was very glad to hear that all my friends dont think that he looks like a girl. LOL... finally he can pass his title of Mr Chiobu over to Sunny.
oh yeah, and xiang billed us rather generously. shall not go into details... hee... but, thanks xiang! =) anyway, i gave xiang and zhenzhen chocolate too. hee...
after dinner at the restaurant, we went to fisherman's village to chill out. it was rather bad for there were only 3 servers on a weekend. so we were totally ignored and orders forgotten. *shakes head* but i have to say, their finger food is nice! all hot and cripsy. WEDGES ROCKS! i simply loves potato manz! hahaha...

Friday, August 25, 2006 { 9:59 AM }

yuppie, went MOS last night to support our dearest Jamie Tan for her NUS Arts Pageant. I had thought that this bash is just a preview of the pageant contestants coz most pageant would be held during like FOC D&D or something mah... but no, this bash is the pageant itself. sorry for being slow, yet again. well, we bought a bouquet of champagne roses for her la... and there were a couple of white, red-tipped flowers together with the roses which none of us know what kinda flower is that. we only know that it's always there in a bouquet of roses. sheesh! so, all the guys out there, if you think ALL girls admire and know flowers. I hereby give you the answer: OBVIOUSLY NOT! champagnes roses neh! hahaha... actually qing thought of buying tulips but tulips are so ex. then she thought of buying roses and my first thought was to buy champagne roses coz it's the 'classiest' colour of roses. well, in my own opinion la. and over my dead body i would ever consider PINK roses as the flower to give Miss Jamie Tan. I'd say no thank you on her behalf. But qing was thinking of blue roses... but blue roses has to be pre-ordered. i guess blue roses are made from white roses? so you need time to like... oh crap! ignore me about this. anyway, the roses are nice! though champagne roses aren't my favourite, at least i thought it looked good with jamie holding it. hee... and our initial idea was to give her the flowers if she wins. and if she didn't win, the flowers would be ivy's birthday present, and that bag, which was supposedly ivy's bday present would become jamie's present. haha... what a great money saving idea from qing's mum. but in the end, we decided to sent Khoon as the representative to give her the flowers before the results were announced. and guess what? our flowers brought her luck! well, i really insist on this. hee... MISS ARTS 2006 GOES TO F4 JAMIE TAN! hahaha... at first when i first stepped into MOS and saw the pictures, i thought Jamie would definitely win. but as the entire event goes, i had thought that Sophie would win coz she is really popular... and of course, she got Miss Popularity la. haha... guess the honourable judges love our Jamie Tan. That's why she won. =) so proud of her. but after the entire pageant has ended and we went into the ladies to find her.. the feeling immediately subsided. -_-" the beautiful, full of confidence and poise Miss Arts was back to her usual self. ganchiong queen. Sheesh! and the best part of it was that she actually flipped her tube top down to show us that she's bra-less. OMG~! *faints* Hello, please maintain your image as Miss Arts okay. at least for a few hours more! *shakes head*
anyway, started clubbing after the thing ended at 10 plus until like.... 11 plus 12? then the entire group of us made up of Miss Arts, qing ivy me vel, khoon, alex and francis, rw desmond and yk, went to mac for supper. oh, and before we got to Mac, we sang a LOUD birthday song for ivy prompty at 12 midnight in the middle of nowhere. hee... guess it's the effect of alcohol. we actually managed to do such an AA thingy in the middle of Clarke Quay. and i'm so so so gonna get fat. why? coz i not only drank alcohol, (alcohol makes you FAT!) i ate two packets of fries and 3 macnuggets. Damnit! left MAc at near to 1 and it was back to MOS for more clubbing... but by that time, my feet was already damn sore, no mood to boogie at all. and i really think MOS music sucks. i thought liquid room was still ok. now in comparison, that whoever DJ(sorry, i forgot your name) rocks. =)
it was until 2 did we really get to leave. and my parents were damn pissed coz i'm supposed to have lessons at 930 in the morning next day. i wonder why did they put the bash on a thursday? i had no problems with my parents during liquid room when i left at 2 PLUS and reach home only after 3. coz liquid room was on a sat and sun has no school... why NUS Arts bash is on a thurs? haiz... oh, nvm...
oh yeah, i have to say this... and i guess qing has the same feelings as me as well. rw is a rather nice guy. heehee... and ERHEM is a ERHEM zi high one. muahahahahaha!
supposed to be having tutorial now. but i overslept and decided to miss it. heez...

Oh yeah, it's 25th August now. So...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS IVY! =)

Thursday, August 24, 2006 { 12:55 AM }

This time realisation hits me rather hard....
i guess now both of us realised that it's not very possible...
and for the second time, because of him, i felt like crying...

Wednesday, August 23, 2006 { 10:53 PM }

was super super super sleepy this morning when i forced myself out of bed to go for the surveying lab. then while we were doing the experimenting, i felt super sick and giddy la. only felt better when i went back to the briefing room and napped for a while. guess i'm seriously lacking in sleep. i need to stop sleeping at 3plus am... needa sleep earlier... BUT CANNOT LEH... *wails*
oh nvm... i shall survive.
shit, sunny just told me he saw my schedule that i'm working tmr 12 to 4. confirmed it with yanling le... stupid la... must be richie. anyhow change my schedule again. yeah, tmr is union day no lessons from 1030 to 230 but i still have lab from 830 to 1130 lor. if it's not union day i'll have lessons till like... 530 can? don't care. just told yanling to tell manager that i cant work. siao lor... anyhow change schedule also didnt bother to inform me. even if i can work i also dunno i'll be working lor. this is madness. pure madness. *growls* but like i care. i'm not turning up for work, period!
it's the nus arts pageant bash at MOS tmr. hee, going with ivy and qing to support jay. voted for her online as well. but got one not the prettiest girl leading by alot. hmm.... not being rude. just being truthful. hee... wonder what time i get to leave MOS tmr... having tutorials at 930 leh... dun wanna faint during tutorial again leh... HAIZ....
haha... told sunny that i'm going clubbing tmr. his immediate reply was: ni bu yao luan lai hor!
Haha... so amusing...

{ 3:56 PM }

what if someone tells you this...
I've not deleted any of the messages you've sent me. Till date there're already 188 messages from you in my inbox...
what would you say?
what should you say?

well, i have no idea.... so i told him, i delete his messages along with every other messages i've received once my inbox gets full... and come one day he'll have to delete my messages as well...

am i evil?

{ 12:55 AM }

Seems like it's becoming my habit to receive his smses before i sleep.
acks...
this is bad... bad...
i'll have to make a decision soon.... can i?

Tuesday, August 22, 2006 { 2:35 AM }

work was once again rather screwed again. was nearly made the runner 'because andrew is not feeling well and also because sunny is inside'. *rolls eyes* nah, because ting felt that i shld learn to be a runner. if they stop using the frictionless tray, i wld gladly oblige... really! but with that darned frictionless and even 'downwards sloping at the edges' tray for bento sets ar... forget it. over my dead body i would risk my well-being to be the runner. i dont mind helping to serve orders when it's busy. but for me to the the actual runner? no thank you.
so in the end i was still the cashier. and guess what? the nets machine jam! omg.... it went bonkers at 7 plus eight and i fiddled with it for ard half an hour before i gave up and got ting to help. then ting also fiddled with it for more than half an hour and we got zhenzhen and even andrew to try and see if the nets machine prefer the masculine hands. nope. it only likes richie's hands. LOL... in the end ting called up richie and he came down to settle the darned nets machine.
so no nets machine equals one less card promotion to inform the customers. hahaha... when the customer goes: what cards have promotion? it would be ocbc and uob... nets wld be happily omitted. well, unless the customers already knows we're supposed to have a nets promotion then i have to speak more and explain la... stupid nets machine. it's time to change to a new one lor... *growls*
acks, developing a headache now... i shall go slp...

Monday, August 21, 2006 { 1:23 AM }

hmm.... worked full today. but work is not the point today. it's something else. the secret is out. everyone knows about it already. all because of ting la! Supervisor Ting went kaypoh and disclosed everything le. sianz... I'm so sorry! maybe if i didnt look so panicky or what, ting may not really thinks that something is wrong. haiz... i really screwed up. =( wo bu shi gu yi de... *sad*
and zhenzhen is telling me alot of things about him. At first i just dont have a very good impression of him. now i feel that he is quite detestable lor. wth... this kinda person also exist?! *shakes head* ice ar, ice.... cannot la!
and then i suddenly have alot of legs... ting always liddat de.... like one sunny not enough. say yy also... alamak talk on msn also cannot?. ok lor.... i now and then will sms zhenzhen. so zhenzhen also la. i also talk to ice on msn and sms her, ice also la! *pengz* den her laogong also adds in, 'wah, how many legs you have ar?' alot alot... i have alot! tj has 3 le. ocbc has 1. edo has like... i lost count! can? *growls*
and i thought everything is back to normal. but now i realised perhaps it hasn't. maybe it's better now, but definitely not back to how it was. acks, Mianz misses how it was. =( why was it always like this? be it him, him, or him.... i'll only start to regret it when everything has started changing and there's no way i can bring it back again....
Mianz is stupid...

Sunday, August 20, 2006 { 2:07 AM }

just bought one Guess tank top and one Guess wallet through xinrong. acks... Mianz is becoming a shoppaholic. *faints*
work today is rather screwed. got scolded by customer for something that's so totally not my fault. bills getting lost and tables cleared already; fierce staring competition with the customers waiting to settle their bills with no bills printed. damn it. and i wasnt the cashier to begin with lor. it was supposed to be meiqin. but coz she was rather new as a cashier and so the cashier got seriously jammed. then vouchers she also blur, so richie asked me to take over her. then all these nonsense started. blardie hell. table 7, 3 pax, some keyed order as table 7 some keyed as table 6. then xiang went to bill table 7 and stalked off. didnt bother to pass me the bill. nvm, i go and take. then i realised 3 person ate only ONE don?! so i asked xiang what's wrong. then he nv answer me. bill table 6 and threw table 7 bill away. -_-".... it was supposed to be table 6 and 7 combined bill. nvm, luckily i remembered about that order and added it in myself. nvm, it's ok....
working full for tmr... SIANz.... full on monday as well... URGH~!
oh, and i saw andy today. it's been SOOOO long since i last saw this guy. he hasnt changed actually. hey boy, THREE WEEKS TO PRELIMS! STUDY~!

Saturday, August 19, 2006 { 2:31 AM }

heehee... shared azzura with andrew today... and one mango stick. yum!
actually yanling and i were both supposed to be working. but in the end richie realised that he has planned too many people, so he got yanling and i to play scissors paper stone see who gets to work. the loser works, and i lost. *bawls* how can yanling do this to me? was clinging onto her and whining as she called up her friend to go gaigai. *growls* what a good friend!
anyway, saw ice at the bus interchange after i knocked off. oh well, no needa guess why she's still around at such an hour. *shakes head* this girl is so silly!
oh, and btw... everything is back to normal again. well, if you get what i'm trying to say. *grins*

Friday, August 18, 2006 { 1:24 AM }

it has all changed. and i regret causing the change. Haiz... Mianz is stupid... =(

anyway, weixiang said something damn lame today. a girl in our mechanics of materials tutorial has an angel tattooed on her back.. so he was like: eh, you can tattoo a SUN on your back. make sure there's alot of sun rays. so it wld mean SUNNY.
Thanks leh.....
it's 1.24am and i'm feeling hungry... sheesh!

Thursday, August 17, 2006 { 1:42 AM }

how would you feel when the person you like made you feel that he/she likes you too and suddenly, he/she tells you actually she don't?
would you be sad? very sad?
... ...
feeling very bad now.
i shouldnt have started everything. i'm sorry i didnt realise that i was starting down a one way lane and there's no way i can turn back. now the road is leading towards only two destination.
to end up as what you thought it would be.
or to hurt you.
in the end i chose to take the latter. i cant imagine how you're feeling now. but the way you told me that when you like me you didn't expect me to like you back made me feel so bad towards you.
damn.
perhaps come one day i'll start to like you and not just the feeling of being loved by you. but would that day ever come?
i have no idea.
shit, i'm being so mean.
feeling damn guilty... felt like crying now.
and i cant do my blardie mechanics of material tutorial. feel even worse. damn it... i shall go to sleep now. tmr wld be a better day. =) it would, right?

Wednesday, August 16, 2006 { 7:49 PM }

went for the drawing lab today. it was plain crap! *urgh* walking ard at B5 trying to measure benchmark and etc... so boring can. machiam felt like a construction worker.... -_-" going for lab would be a chore. tomorrow having lab at 830 as well... sianz....
went to buy lingerie with sheryl just now. heehee... ERO. =) i wanna buy hipster boyleg cut. but that woman gave me something more like waist high boyleg cut. *urgh* sheryl ask me to fold it down. -_-" happy lor... all my bottoms are hipsters. i never wear anything at my waist level can. cause my waist too small... ok, Mian is indulging in self denial. actually it's my hips too big for my waist, not my waist too small for my hips. WHATEVER... why am i talking about this now?
having mechanics of material tutorial tomorrow. havent done my tutorials yet. so not in the mood to do tutorials can. dont wanna study... so sian...

{ 1:40 AM }

yeah! yanling finally started working with me at gXnki. hahaha... decided to do this to prevent people from locating my blog. ok, i'm being lame.
anyway, yanling is very zai lor. first day and she worked full, learnt how to do cashiering and to use pda le. i orz. but, i was the one who taught her de. *grins* then today finally saw hongjie aka chen xiao chun. haha.. he's quite nice and easy to talk to actually. and he commented that yanling is very hyper, which is so true can! LOL...
anyway sunny is sharing his locker with me then ting kept saying that we're so romantic. -_-"... she's sharing locker with andrew btw... aww, so romantic as well. crappy la. share locker is also romantic. *pengz*
having drawing lab tomorrow, then followed by soil mechanics tutorial. dont think i'm going for probability and stats lecture. so i shall end my day at 1230. =) then i would go back hall to try to study and wait for sheryl to come back, then we'll be going ERO! hahaha... i seriously need to buy more lingerie. i cant wear the same one everyday ok... *duh*
he started calling me baby in his smses now.... *shudders* well, i dunno if i'm leading him on by not taking a firm stand. but i think i'm beginning to like the feeling of having him liking me. and to whether i like him in person or not, i still have no idea. or perhaps, i'll only enjoy being loved but never wanna love someone back. am i evil? or am i plain selfish? oh well, i guess he can still hang on for the moment.... i shall take my time to sort my thoughts out. please dont ask me anything more about it. i'll say what i have to say when i wanna say. ok? =)

Monday, August 14, 2006 { 1:33 AM }

the dreaded showdown has somehow arrived....
but luckily i managed to shun it.
thank goodness...
let's hope that it would not be brought up anymore....
and it's ICE's BIRTHDAY!
*sings*
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Ice
Happy birthday to you
*applause*

Sunday, August 13, 2006 { 11:12 PM }

Hmm... somehow my thoughts drifted back to a conversation i had with Sa some time ago. The bus and bus stop theory. or if you like, the ship and harbour theory....
ok, sa is the bus stop and her friends are the buses. I shall be the harbour and my friends are the ships. LOL...
seems like a new ship is docking at my harbour now... but the question is, when would you be sailing away? Do i want you to stay anyway? well, i have no idea... yet.

Saturday, August 12, 2006 { 11:59 PM }

ok... the actual time is 1.11am now. but i'm going to do something to the time so that it'll still be 12th August... hee...
12th August, CAC Cynosure presents the CAC Annual Ball - A Midsummer Night Dream at The Legends Fort Canning. Well, we were supposed to be there at 1pm to start on preparation stuff, but as usual... pq and i were the first to arrive promptly at 1pm... it was not until nearly half an hour later when we see chengxi. oh crap, nvm.... punctuality is obviously not on their list of priorities. Actually settled with Ivan to drive me over to Katong Flower Shop at 1pm to collect the flowers. but something happened to his collection of van, so it was until around 3.30 did he get his logistic people to drive me over to collect the flowers, and also buy guestbook, paint pens, and a board for the programmers, and dinner. i machiam like a subcommer. but it's ok, it's alright. Venue Liaison, unlike ALL other portfolio, have ZERO sumcommers. so pq and I are BOTH the MAIN commer, and the SUB commer. we are so zai. *rolls eyes* anyway, was it faizal or raizal... oh nvm. the one driving the van was so scary~! he nearly drove through a red light the moment we veered out of Legends. and at first i was lazy to buckle my safety belt mah. then peter was like: you very brave. Never sit in his car before right? hmm... and of course, after a few more minutes of his driving, i decided to buckle my safety belt. hee... no need to describe his driving skills. you should be able to imagine it.
after running around like a programmer and logistic SUB commer despite me being the Venue Liaison Officer, i got back to Legends safely and it was already time for me to be out at the reception table. So i had no time to bathe. and it didn't help when Ivan commented that he can smell my perspiration... like i wanted to smell all sweaty in spite of wearing such a pinkish babydoll dress la. like i wanted to go running all around singapore to buy dinner for you peeps and buy what freaking board for the programmers la. LIKE I WANTED TO DO ALL OF THESE LA. Thanks leh!
anyway, changed into my dress and slapped on make up half-heartedly anyway. i have totally no mood to try to conceal all my blemishes that has somehow popped upon my forehead in a few hours time... heck care.
then at the reception table, i was supposed to be taking care of the guest book. but somehow, noone wanted to sign it despite it costing us 37 bucks. so i gave up and started taking care of the cash box. something i really have to complain about the organising system. it's like a OMP.... both pq and i really doesnt have a clue as to what is happening lor. and for example, pq was told to tend to the pre-ordered tickets. among that entire stack of tickets, one batch was already paid for and she wasnt told about it. and we were so lost when that person who came to collect the tickets told us that they had paid for it. and we had to called up the person who knows, and wait... and wait... and wait... for her to come over to the reception table to tell us that, yes. it was paid for. wth?!
ok, nvm. actually pq, xiaoxu and i was supposed to be counting the votes and finalizing the result for the contest to see who won mah. but at the very very very last minute... as in after the ball has already started, sheryl then replied my sms saying that she can't come because it's her relative's wedding dinner. -_-|||... great. but actually, this kinda thing is not 'cannot come' but is 'chose not to come'. nvm, and suddenly i was told that i was all along supposed to be passing out the awards and prizes together with sheryl when noone bothered to tell me. kaoz, what the hell is this? everything was freaking screwed up. so damned freaking screwed up.
i'm going to explode soon... anyway, we had mandarin hotel chicken rice for dinner. but i only managed to finish ard half of it and gave the rest of it to the dustbin because of our stupid duties... i felt so sorry for the chicken.... =(
oh, and something that happened. well, i can only say we did something rather despicable. but i cant go into the details in case i get our entire club into trouble... oh well... *shrugs*
btw, seems like Sunny has developed a habit to sms me after work every night. but i'm not going to blog more about it... lest you peeps insist that something is going on. Nothing is going on... well, at least, not for me... hee.

Friday, August 11, 2006 { 11:58 PM }

after not working from tues to thurs, i'm finally back to work. actually richie asked me to work for him last night but i cldn't because i have to go for the supposedly very important meeting... yeah, supposedly. *rolls eyes* I should have helped them. oh, nvm.
saw the new guy kenneth. the one that told ice about how cheng's face dropped when he heard her name. ok.... looking at kenneth, he really don't look like that sort who would lie about such matters. so perhaps...hmm...
today is rather slack for a friday night. for other weekdays would be considered busy la. but i was expecting it to be more busy for a friday night. oh well, it's good anyway. easier life for us. =)
and sunny smsed me after work to say that he did miss me. -_-" hahaha... he was asking if i could chat with him. and my reply was immediate. "Cannot, I wanna watch tv." haha, i cant see his face, but i bet it would be funny. MianMian is becoming evil... hiak hiak hiak. and nowadays zhenzhen not ard, so i kept punching him. hee... and he went: i know da shi teng, ma shi ai... yeah yeah... i just admire zhenzhen so much.
and tmr is the CAC ball, finally! hmm... hope everything would go well... gonna be the receptionist and 'vote-tallyer' together with pq. we shall count votes until we siao... wish us luck, yeah?
ok, i shall go confirm the location of katong flower shop. if not i'll be bringing ivan all over singapore to search for it....

Thursday, August 10, 2006 { 11:57 PM }

went to funan to get my keyboard changed today. and yup i got one FOC, with a service charge of 84 bucks. I paid it myself, mind you. and hostel fees 320, my mum only gave me 300. so my 300 bucks pocket money this month is technically only 200. how great... then tt's not all... coz we're going to buy toiletries mah. so we went down to bugis junction. it's for me to use at hostel, mind you. and this stupid woman insisted on me buying travel sized packs. kaoz... use for one week huh. when i took the bigger bottles then she would started complaining. dont think i dont know what you're thinking. you just dont wanna pay so much.. you want me to use that TWO HUNDRED a mth dollar to buy right. what a b*tch.
then nvm... it's ok. i shall buy toiletries myself when i move in coming week. then i really needa buy lingerie coz i have less than 10 in total. how am i supposed to keep some at home and some at hostel right? you cant expect me to wear the same one everyday. so we went to buy la. and she once again started complaining that lingerie are very expensive and i still have ALOT of them.. yeah, like 10 is alot. fine, i shall go down to JP ERO to buy coming week myself, using that TWO HUNDRED you gave me. HAPPY, b*tch?
and i shall also buy all my textbooks, notes, top up my ezlink card, eat my breakfast lunch and dinner with that TWO hundred you gave me. whoa~! is this a case of the chinese saying that goes "50 cents is bigger than a watercart wheel" or something?
i remembered saying this before. and now i'm saying it once more. you're not my mother. my mother is a human.
anyway, went for cac meeting today. and it was plain crap. pq and i was doing nothing and totally spacing out la. waan still said in her sms: i have something very important to tell you guys. yeah, and she told us nothing. wth... waste my time and money only. tmr is still having meeting. i'll be a moron if i were to listen to them and attend it....
i'm feeling so so so angsty now...

{ 12:03 AM }

my lappie has officially died on me. Keyboard is not responding anymore. Fine! I shall send it for repair tmr... *growls*
and Sunny smsed me after work to say he missed me. Hahaha... Now he really reminds of me of Ah Sang. ok, Mianz shall un-sulk herself. I shall go back to my tv now...

Wednesday, August 09, 2006 { 6:32 PM }

Moved stuff into hostel today, and also vacuumed the beds and floor. nvm... nth interesting happened today actually.
was supposed to work today, but a newcomer changed shift with me. but since i went over to watson to buy something, i walked over to the restaurant for a look as well. it was 3 plus when i went over and it was packed! whoa~! andrew was complaining that because my schedule is so slack, he worked until he wanna cry. tue afternoon only had 3 people. 2 servers and 1 manager. well, that was really crazy, but there's nothing i can do... right?
oh, and i asked sunny did he miss me. he said he didnt because i didn't miss him. ok, not fun le. shall not play with him anymore. *sulk*
and something else that is interesting. yanling and wenting were in the same school. and they knew each other. hahaha! this is fun! =)
and CEE finally replied my email. i'm to stay in first year because i didn't complete 26AUs. we have to complete 26AUs to promote. guess how many AUs i've earned? 25AUs. I'm short of 1 pathetic AU. darn!

{ 2:15 AM }

went back to ntu to man the cac tickets booth, and also for one lecture. kelvin said that i'm the zhao cai mao because from ytd until the moment my shift ended, we've only sold 8 tickets to the public. and all 8 tickets were sold by me. muahahahaha~! ok, nvm. went for the prob and stats lecture. it was CRAP! not going to attend that ever again. went to clean up our hostel rm after we closed the booth at 5. was rather unhappy with something actually. it was stated in the email regarding the manning of booth from someone, that we all have to observe punctuality for the sake of the person manning the booth before us. hah! perhaps that someone gotta first do as she preached. and because of that, we went to clean our room later than expected. and so, we couldn't clean it up on time to go for the meeting. and so? we cant finish cleaning the room because we just HAVE to rush over to the meeting as EVERYONE was waiting for the two of us. and to emphasize on that, JUST THE TWO OF US. and we didnt even have time for dinner. it's ok, nvm! a few more days and i'm free. after 12th Aug. what stupid house painting on 19th and 20th... over my dead body i'll go. it's sat and sun lor. i'd rather work 2 days FULL at genki than to paint house for two half days. *rolls eyes*
i'm so sorry, just have to complain.
oh yeah, kelvin and aaron got blk 6 middle room. and they're toiletmates with dexter and his roomie. dexter roomie's is not longer THAT(taller version of him)roomie. hahaha... what the hell am i talking about? oh nvm! he's roomie with the guy in peggee's OG. Dennis or something. ok, this is not interesting.
anyway, walked thru hall 2 to get to hall 6 mah... so... saw the cats! feifei, growling cat and even tinklebell. but they don't recognise me anymore. i remembered how growling cat used to follow me up to my room the moment she saw me walking down from SSC. haiz... and i didnt see orbekgong as well.... wonder how he's doing. LOL....

Monday, August 07, 2006 { 11:53 PM }

worked 12 to 4 today. two newcomers came today! wings and yani. yani is very very quiet. she only talks to wings. haha.. and andrew says wings is like billy. oh, wadeva! yanling and her friends are coming for interview tmr! yeah yeah! more people are coming to accompany me during work.
and today is damn slack. super slack can. hahaha... good! =) hmm... not working tmr. was supposed to work on wed night. but a newcomer wanna change with me. so now i'm not working all the way until fri night. hahaha! haiz... fri night wld be busy. wed night most prob would be less busy coz the whole world would be going home or stadium for the NDP right? haiz... shldnt have agreed to change! too late...
anyway, asked jasmine to tell sunny for me tmr, saying that i'm not working so he must miss me. LOL... den jasmine was like, you don't go overboard ar. later he xin yang yang den you know. LOL... nono, i dunno... tt's not my problem. hahaha!
oh yeah, went back to ntu for cac phototaking. guess how long is the phototaking? we're supposed to be there at 7 and it ended at 8. guess how many pictures we took? ONE...
and yeah, finally decided to remove my Hide and Soler. hahaha... so sorry Jay. Gotta get rid of your BFs... well, since it's not MY bf... might as well remove them asap, yeah? hahaha... Garfield~! woohoo... cute neh?

{ 1:39 AM }

went shopping for a 'gown' today. in the end i bought a pink babydoll dress at seiyu. and a matching necklace and bracelet. hmm... actually i prefer the pearl bracelet. but nvm... i'm going on a pinkish style on 12th Aug. wish me luck then.
Ice has resigned. acks... she has abandoned me for some personal matters. *sobs* NOooooooo... *imitates orbekgong* oh man... speaking of orbekgong... kinda miss him. i'll be staying in hall6. cannot play with him le. and also feifei and growling cat. wonder how they're doing now... eh, wait a minute. why am i talking about cats?
ok... work today. nothing much. rather busy. but still ok... and i punched mr weather today. just a friendly punch. and why i wanna punch him and not zhenzhen... well, because i felt like it. -_-||| ok... i'm not making sense. oh yeah! girls... please read carefully... hold out your right hand. compare your index finger with your fourth finger. is your fourth finger longer than your index finger? do tell me at my taggie ok? pretty please? i wanna do a survey... reason why... i'd tell you when i got enough examples. hahaha! and zhenzhen says that my arms are very hairy. and girls with hairy arms are very wild. VERY WILD. wth... i only heard that girl with long arm hairs are pretty... no, i'm not trying to say that i'm pretty. that's for you people to say it. muahahaha... ok, i'm not making sense again. ok... do tag on whether your fourth finger is longer than your index finger ok?
oh, and it's 7th aug already. school officially starts in a few hours time. damn it... i don't want school to start~! NOOOooooooooooo.... *imitates orbekgong again* but who cares? i'm ponning tmr. oops... for the sake of work! *nods* if i dont work, jas and andrew would suffer you know. ok, i'm really getting crappy.

Sunday, August 06, 2006 { 1:28 AM }

Sunny insisted that i have to miss him because he will miss me.
-_-|||
i guess that guy is going crazy.
ok, gotta go shopping for a decent gown tomorrow... wish me luck huh... i'm going to wear GOWN!
*faints*

Saturday, August 05, 2006 { 1:40 AM }

went to collect my hostel keys with sheryl today. Hall 6, Block 35, Level 4, Room 667. well, it was actually 669. meaning i'm in 669 and sheryl in 667. yeah.... the hall office peeps said that because we were second round intake, we cant choose our roomie. i was like, wth? and when we checked the room, both our supposed roomie hadnt moved in as well lor. so we insisted on changing and we did! hee... Mian is happy. =) but Hall 6... haiya... it feels bigger than hall 2. perhaps it's the orientation of the furniture. but i still prefer hall 2. and sheryl said that the cut off for guys in hall 6 is 170+... 170??? that's like 4 times of mine la. wonder how on earth did we get hall 6. nvm, nvm...
went shopping with peggy at far east. bought ear studs(yet again) and a graphic tee. Graphic Tees are Mian's best friend! muahahaha... it's cute ok. a tie graphic on a white tee. *grins* peg bought a sandal... she was intending on buying red heels, but can't find one that she likes. *shrugs* nvm, save money! =)
had dinner at Ramen Ten with mel, zq, feli, swee and ky. zq paid for my ramen cause that time i couldn't make it for the bbq he treated. hahaha... and that spicy lala ramen is damned spicy can. i guess it's cause of the chilli inside the soup. it's chopped chilli. so there's no way you can remove them... so the soup just gets spicier and spicier as you eat. whoa~!
actually Ramen Ten's ramen is not very nice. but their soup base is nice! heehee... oh, nvm!
Now i seriously need to buy a gown. i just realised that i've no time to shop for one already. tomorrow working full. Sunday working 12 to 4. Monday working 12 to 4(most probably) and at night there's CAC photoshoot. Tuesday gotta go clean up hostel and at night there's dry run for CAC Ball. Wed gotta move into hostel and work. Thurs and Fri? School officially starts, i supposed. damn it. i still can't cfm whether do i have tutorials and lab in first week. irritating....
oh yeah, can someone please tell me why noone would believe it when i tell them that i'm not attached? WHY?
an example of a conversation i had with Jas on thurs evening.
"Do you have a bf?"
"No."
"Liar!"
-_-"
oh crap... so.. what kinda gown should i buy for CAC ball? hee

Friday, August 04, 2006 { 2:05 AM }

yeah, was supposed to go for orientation today. but i last minute decided to skip it. sheesh~! hahaha... so in the end, i went shopping at bugis with qing. qing bought a bag from zinc and I chose it for her! *grins* i'm her bag consultant. muahahaha... and well, i bought... necessities. like cleanser... masks?! and a very cool notebook. tt's for my tutorials... acks, sch's starting... i dont wanna study~! *bawls*
anyway, i'm off tomorrow~! no needa work. muahahaha... so happy neh. finally, after like... 11 days? gosh, this is mad schedule. mad mad schedule. going shopping at far east with peggy tmr! =)

Thursday, August 03, 2006 { 2:24 AM }

well... worked full once again. i'm currently in super part-timer mode. it's ok... nvm... and yl is coming over soon! heehee... good good... then i can quit more easily. =)
anyway, godpa cut his fingers. no worries, MianMian to the rescue. I've got a whole load of plasters in my bag. muahaha.. don't ask me why, i just have the habit to bring plasters of different sizes everywhere i go. accident prone? no... erps, don't think so huh... heez.
oh yeah, i have a question, peeps. what do you get when you add boiling hot water to some ice? ICED WATER? isn't ice water a glass of water with ice cubes in it? how about hot water with ice that melted in mere seconds? is that ice water as well? hmm... enlighten me, wld you?
anyway jas kena complained of bad servicing attitude today just because some suay customer ordered all SOLD OUT items. that is blardie funny. as if it's our fault that items are sold out. first, he or she ordered a lunch hour item at like... 9pm when it was stated on the menu that it ends at 6pm. it's ok.. nvm... perhaps the pictures of the food is too enticing for you to notice the CLEARLY stated words. so what do we do? of course we have to tell you that it ends at 6pm right? so what happened? customer says that we're implying that he/she can't read. wth?! then nvm, she ordered something that was sold out for days. i mean, we cant help it if it's sold out right? as if we've finished it ourselves. kaoz... and an even funnier customer. she complained that how come we use such a big plate to serve so little food... well, she's implying that the servings are too little. yeah yeah, we shall get you a super tiny plate with the same amt of food such that it seems overflowing. does that satisfy you? *rolls eyes*
ok, enough of complaining. yx's friend came for work again. andrew named her as 'the very strict newcomer' wth, such a long nickname. but actually i found her ok. hee... the prob shld be with andrew. and yx is so evil. he's literally ordering her ard la. someday i shall whack that guy. and btw, Mr Weather is getting cheekier. out of the blue he told me: Mian, you're very cute. -_-||| oh crap... this is worse than doggie... well, if you think i'm not going to do anything about it. then you are so WRONG~! hiakhiakhiak...
btw... finally visited my friendster acc and saw a hilarious message from a stranger wanting me to add him.
si mian?
u lost of slp?
Lol...
it would be great if u hip hop into my acc

yeah yeah... HIP HOP into your acc... when my brain has shrunk to a millionth of its actual size.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006 { 2:24 AM }

I've got an offer for hall 6! haha... but hall 6 uses communal toilets. bleah... and if i stay in hall... should i continue to work? hmm.. maybe i'll quit on 15th aug. *ponders* oh well, we shall see. i'll quit one day. hee..
anyway, nth much happened today. just that now even supervisor ting has joined in the weather fun. -_-||| well, if you get what i'm trying to say. nvm, nvm. godpa not working today. godma broke her arm. -_-||| gosh~! wonder how long ice would need to recover. hopefully it's not a fracture but just a sprain. but what i heard was she broke her arm. *pengz* oh no~! anyway, yanling has decided to come work with me! heehee... after the yy incident, i decided never to name my workplace anymore. wonder how they managed to track down his blog. the wonders of technology. whoa~! aiya, but yl cannot work lunch hour as well. wonder if she would get hired. manager very fussy wor... fussier than carmen. well, if there is such a word as fussier. heez... i guess sunny has finally accepted his fate of getting niaoed. lol... he's already going with the flow. nvm, nvm. i've survived one year of doggie. of course i can survive a few months of sunny. lol... it's no biggie~! haha, i was in section 1 today. so naturally i've to take care of the sushi orders. and at one point he actually called me mianmian. *shudders* it's ok... it's alright. i can take it and then after a while he suddenly asked me: did you miss me? siao liao... reminds me of ah sang can! hahaa... ah sang loved to ask me if i did miss him. hmm, but that guy disappeared already. hmpf! what a friend. oh nvm...
i'm still working full tmr. thurs gotta go back campus for the blardie orientation... dean's talk. sianz... but for the sake of the curriculum talk. i shall bear with it. then friday gotta go back to campus AGAIN for the hall thingy. alamak... was hoping that i can stay at home and rot fully for one whole day can. still cannot... or perhaps i shall pon orientation? ok, no i shall not. Mianz is a good gal... no sa, DON'T roll your eyes. DO NOT! hahaha... roll somemore and your eyeballs will fall out! muahahahahaha...