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Friday, March 31, 2006 { 12:41 AM }

heehee.... was trying to study computing... and i realised something. chapter 8 onwards, CHUI! die liao la.... 怎么办, 怎么办? yeah... somehow got addicted of blogging in chinese... muahahahaha....
yeah yeah, i found new BT sites to get concert videos... but haiz... with my slow connection at home.... can take full 7 days to dl one video lor. sianz...
anyway, watched a short clip of ashin's autograph session or something... got one fan. alamak... abit err....
she went like: 挤爆西门丁!
阿信: 啥?
fan: 挤爆西门丁, 为了你哟~~!
阿信: 哦... 哦..... 呵呵.... 你这样讲我很尴尬....
fan: 不要害羞吗~! Don't be shy!
阿信: 哦... 哦...
Ashin was like, totally don't know what to say la... *thinks of the fan's tone* EEYER~! my hairs are standing... *shudders*

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 { 5:00 PM }

A very funny video....



Credits to youtube.com for the video...

{ 12:04 AM }

i don't know why, but i suddenly felt like blogging in part chinese... heehee... so... unicode please!
人们常说, 谈钱伤感情.... 谈钱, 真的会伤感情吗? 我不知道. 可能是见仁见智吧.... 呃, 等一下... 见仁见智的用法, 对吧? 啊, 不管. 哈哈哈... 好奇怪... nvm... 看到.... 还是听到? 啊, 不管! 有一个朋友, 因为钱的问题而跟妈妈吵架... I know i'm not in the position to state who's right and who's wrong. so i'm not going to talk about that at all.... 呃... 听着听着... 让我想起了自己听过的事.... 当父母离婚了, 最苦的... 不是那对所谓 "受了伤" 的前夫妇, 而是孩子吧. 于父母和祖母过了16年, 突然之间, 被一方带到另一个陌生的家. 以前和堂兄弟姐妹玩在一起的时间不见了. 也不知道是谁的主意.... 不在联络, 失联了. 习惯了16年的生活变了. 他们就这样被硬生生的从熟悉的生活里拉走, 在被硬生生的推进一个他们根本不想进去的生活里去. 这样, 好吗? 这些时不时在孩子面前吵架, 为了一些小事而撕破脸的父母. 当他们在吵架时, 会想到他们的孩子吗? 还是, 他们是自私的? 对, 人类是自私的动物. 但是, 父母对孩子的爱, 不是无私的吗? 那是假的吗? 也许是吧... 是假的吧. 那些父母对孩子无私的爱, 只有在电视上能看得到吧. 说什么电视 "污染" 了孩子们的思想.... 是电视美化了我们对爱, 对人的看法吧. 对吧? 我想对吧... 以为爱是美好的. 到最后发现那想法是错误的. 错得离谱. 伤心吗? 伤心... 但是又能怎样? 以为父母真的疼爱我们. 以为我们是他们的 number 1. 后来慢慢发现. 他们的 number 1 不是我们. 是钱. 要我们好好念书. 说是为了我们好. 是吗? 也许是吧. 可以找份高薪的工作. 呃, 怎么又是钱了? 哈哈, 没办法掰下去了. 钱是最重要的吧. 要好好念书, 是因为学费高. 这才是对的吧... 也听过朋友说, 父母要她出社会做工后, 每个月给他们多少多少钱. 又是钱? 对, 做孩子的, 是应该养父母. 但是, 有必要那么直接的要多少钱吗? 还规定每个月要给的数目? 哈哈.... 孩子是投资吗? 还是父母是银行? 小时候向他们借了钱来长大. 长大以后, 就要还债了. 这样才是对的吧! 我想是... 唉, 无奈...
And another thing. we all says that we detest hypocrites. we detest two-faced people. but have you ever thought of how we act? can you be sure to announce that you're never once a two-faced person? 对, 我又有看/听过了. 都是所谓的自己人... 也有这种问题... 无奈? 还是这是人之常情? 呃, 人之常情的用法对吗? 啊, 还是不管! 哈哈... 4个表面相处融洽的人. 当时, 他们是站在一起的. 一转身... 脸就变了. 其中的3个人会在一起说A的坏话... 当时, 他们3个是站在一起的. 又转个身... 脸变了. 其中两个又会在一起说B的坏话.... 然后, A 来向 C 诉苦, 说D 的坏话. 这时, C 便会感同身受的一起大谈D的事. 这是八卦, 还是虚伪? 说好听, 是八卦吧. 但是, 其实是虚伪才对吧. 我想是吧... 看不惯他们这样... 但是, 又能怎样? 说着说着... 也许有一天... 我们也会像他们这样... 虚伪的活着. 又或者... 我们早已经不知不觉的变成这么讨人厌了. 只是我们只看到别人的错. 永远也不会看清自己... 唉, 无奈...
好想找到一面镜子... 让每一个人都可以看清自己... 可能吗? 不可能吧...
Man, always oblivious to the obvious around him...

我要买五月天阿信的 Happy. BIRTH. Day!!! 找不到!!!

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 { 11:36 AM }

watched alot of mayday's vid last night. heehee.... ashin is so cute! there was one vid of mayday singing ting bu dao with jolin at some concert. and jolin went to hold ashin's hand. the problem is, ashin looked damn awkward and he didn't really hold jolin's hand.... it was jolin being the initiator all along. muahahahahahaha.... so funny... then their OK-L'a Wu Yue Tian got a total of 10 episodes leh. i only managed to find 7 episodes...
nvm....
anyway, my migraine is back!

Monday, March 27, 2006 { 2:41 PM }

ok... chem CA tmr... but i really have no mood to study. hahaha.... physics quiz 2 feels better than quiz 1. though i studied much more for quiz 1... heehee....
oh yeah, was talking about the funny version of jay chou's 东凤破 right.... here it goes. funny 东凤破 by Ashin Mayday... encoding to unicode, by the way....
男生姓周 女生当然就姓侯
很多八卦 常看报纸我很熟
每次唱歌幻想我是周董
高音却飙不上去 谁能救我
谁在用琵琶在酿一罐枇杷膏
喉咙痛声音沙哑 这一瓶就够
现在我歌声听起来真的很优
唯一的问题就是方文山的歌词太多
(我背不起来哟~)

Hmmm... do i still like Ashin? *ponders* maybe~
hahahaha!

{ 12:38 AM }

my migraine has stopped. or has it really? well, let's hope so.... spent the weekend doing crash course for my much lagging physics 1... (just too a few mins of break to blog. yeah... i still have 3 more chappies to go.) and watching hell lot of ashin mayday's vids on youtube. they are so funny!! esp in their one and only show OK L'a Wu Yue Tian. the first epi and i was laughing my head off... esp ashin's "wo yao dang nan zi han!" and his wrong position during tkd. LOL.... oh yeah, found another song that ashin has changed the lyrics. it's jay chou's dong feng po. will post the funny lyrics up when i have the time...

Friday, March 24, 2006 { 3:28 PM }

hahaha... watched a clip from wan yu featuring ashin in the lyricst segment. hilarious. ashin changed the lyrics of mayday's 志明舆春娇 into a 包子舆泡芙 song...

包子最近它都很自卑
很受伤
越来越少人来捧场
泡芙最近人气超级旺
排很长
排的越长爱的越疯狂
有天泡芙它抓痒
抓到破皮看到
漂亮外皮下空空的模样
包子啊其实你很棒
包子啊你要有希望
泡芙很哄你却更营养
包子啊其实你很棒
包子啊你要有希望
泡芙很哄你却像是巨龙
代表东方
包子看来白白又胖胖
孩子们都闲弃它不够时尚
泡芙外表晒得很健康
打开了
却是空心和奶油内脏
有天泡芙它抓痒
抓到破皮看到
漂亮外皮下空空的模样
包子啊其实你很棒
包子啊你要有希望
泡芙很哄你却更营养
包子啊其实你很棒
包子啊你要有希望
泡芙很哄你却像是巨龙
代表东方

hmm... err.... hehe... only watched ashin's part. can't find liu geng hong's one. wonder what he did to his songs.... *looks up at the lyrics again*
err... maybe not being able to find it is a better thing...

Thursday, March 23, 2006 { 4:53 PM }

growling cat came to find food. but all she got into the end was water... yeah, not even milk. coz i can't get the milk. *shrugs*
was supposed to go legends today. but as usual, my 8th day of migraine. i'm going to be bed-bound sooner or later. lol.... anyway, slept at 7am last night. nope, not because i don't wanna sleep. i can't sleep. yeah, you got it. stupid migraine.
oh yeah! i've completed my chipmunk 3d puzzle!

Wednesday, March 22, 2006 { 11:58 PM }

"I have eight kids."
"Hahaha! I have.... ten!"
"TEN?"
muahahaha... watched yours, mine and ours just now. it was a predictable film, but hilarious at some point. Sa and i were laughing like mad la.... hahaha... especially the computer part. muahahaha! i'm so sorry, i don't remember much of the kids' name other than william, phebe, christina, and ethan, of which i cant make ethan up with the kid he's supposed to be. aww.... too much names and faces to remember can. hahaha! the beginning of the movie whereby those ten northern kids of helen and eight southern or i don't know where kids of frank can't see eye to eye. haha... yup. it was stuff like engaging in childish fights for toilets, splashing paint on each other and stuff. the toilet fight was hilarious! putting fire near the fire alarm and faking fire. then all of frank's kids went rushing out of the toilets and out of the house. christina was like, wrapped in a towel only la. and william in his boxers! muahaha... woo... hot bod. *winks* the part where william grabbed one of his younger brother and rushing out of the house was funny! and the part where everyone was spraying paint on everyone else was chaotically amusing! well, if there is such a word as chaotically la. then frank came home and he was trying to be all serious and reprimanding when he slid all the way into the house and fell flat into the yellow paint! muahahaha... then after that, as he lectured the kids, he stepped right into the bucket of blue paint. damn funny! and the poor pet pig, it got painted blue. lol..... then the answering machine part... haha! too many people... cannot fit. there're twenty of them... oh yeah, and the computer thing! lol... the smaller kids are trying to mess up helen's workplace BACK. yeah, they tidied it up and she got real upset coz she gotta work in a messy place. lol... the entire computer was hurl out of the window la.... and the kid held on to the cpu which is attached to the monitor and he was looking quite happy that he managed to 'save' the com when the rug he was standing on started sliding towards the window as well. hahaha! then one by one more and more kids went out of the window coz they tried to hold on to the currently sliding out ones and got pulled out as well. and the housekeeper (whom is a great fan of wrestling) who was vacumming the place right at the window a floor below didn't notice the poor boy hanging right outside the window! haha... coz she actually vacummed a frog? and yeah, was busy trying to pull the frog out or something. lol... then the part where one of the smaller kids stared back at helen with puppy eyes and went: spanking is never an answer! awww.... so CUTE!!! *shakes head* super cute movie. and the ending was heartwarming as well. *nods* shld watch, shld watch!
then i bought a 3d chipmunk puzzle! heehee... and ate ben and jerry's vanilla and almond icecream! yummy~! *grins*
anyway, i've survived my 7th day of migraine. lucky seven? i think not.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006 { 5:26 PM }

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Si Mian has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Si Mian fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Si Mian has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Si Mian just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Si Mian finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.
Not very true huh...
Si Mian has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Si Mian's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Si Mian has regarding sex and physical things. So, her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Si Mian is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.
erps...
Si Mian is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Si Mian basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Si Mian's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Si Mian slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Si Mian can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Si Mian will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Si Mian believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Si Mian uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Si Mian does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Si Mian will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Si Mian is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Si Mian doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

{ 2:12 PM }

changed my blogskin again. haha... oops, sorry to BoA. just that Ashin's new song came out le. haha... Xian Yu. literally means salted fish. heehee... a very nice song ok!
oh, btw. PQ said a huge joke last night. HUGE HUGE joke. joke of the year....

{ 11:08 AM }

This entry would mostly be in mandarin for the sake of my Mayday. hahaha! something lame they talked about... heard of the song called feng yang hua gu? yeah... here it goes..
怪兽: 左手锣,右手鼓....
怪兽, MASA: 呃, 要怎么打??
MASA: 左手是锣, 右手是鼓....
阿信: 哪怎么办? 左手锣,右手鼓, 手拿着锣鼓来唱歌. 要唱歌啦!
MASA: 哪要唱什么呢?
They continued singing: *别的歌儿我也不会唱*
MASA: 哪要唱什么歌?
*只会唱那凤阳歌*
MASA: 怎么唱呀?
The rest all sang: 得儿隆冬敲一敲...
阿信: 歌词的矛盾性太高....

err..... i guess they're too bored.

Monday, March 20, 2006 { 12:44 PM }

haha... ed complained of his photoshop and says he would not update till it's fixed. two days later, he blogged. i was expecting like, 1 mth of hiatus or something. he made it sound so serious. *acks* anyway, his fliming sounds... tough? ok, perhaps tough is still an understatement. like gotta roll around in a garbage dump somewhere near cambodia. letting cockroaches roam all over his body etc. eew~!
anyway, just wanna ask you guys a question.
"XX is such a whore! XX and XX are bitches! XX, f*ck you!"
and
"since XX cheated on him first, than she shldnt complain. she sorta deserved it."
if you were to say 'if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say at all' in reply to one of the comments above. which one would it be? obviously the first one right? Hah! no... some people just had to say that to the second comment. and guess what's for the first comment? "I love all your comments!"
WHOA~! some people! *rolls eyes*

Sunday, March 19, 2006 { 7:23 PM }

my so called 'new' wardrobe came today. it's so freaking funny... when my bro's wardrobe arrived, there's nothing else to do other than to remove the wrappings and move his clothes from his old cupboard to the new one.
me?
i had to wipe the entire wardrobe clean. and mind you, the pail of water was near to black at the end. i had to empty my rotting wardrobe early in the morning. and that means to wake up extra early to empty my old wardrobe and throw all my clothes onto my bed! and guess what? i realised that alot of my clothes aint properly washed at all. there are STAINS and even BIRD DROPPINGS~! then? after that i got to change my bed linen. i got to vaccum my entire room. i got to mop my room!
what about him that time?
my dad even repainted the part of the wall behind his cupboard coz it has faded. *rolls eyes* my mum vaccumed the room, and she mopped the room. whoa, how fair.

Saturday, March 18, 2006 { 11:16 PM }

something funny today.
Mum: what did you eat for lunch?
me: noodles.
mum: how about your brother? both of you ate noodles? aiya, i was planning to fry noodles for dinner... then you would be eating noodles for both lunch and dinner already....
brother: i ate rice la.
... ...
so what's for dinner? fried noodles. i bet with you a million bucks. if my kor ate noodles as well. dinner would never be fried noodles. dare to bet? *laughs*
just wanna ask a question. is filial piety more important or is fairness more important? hah, to me... i guess fairness is more important. not hinting anything. that's just my feelings...

{ 1:26 AM }

yeah, marketing today. as usual, got 2 groups presenting their business plan. the one on the more detailed version of streetdirectory.com was alright. but the food vending machine one was hilarious. Go Hotdog! wth, the machine they drafted out was like a music jukebox la. somemore got spiral tube for the food to drop down. and there's buttons to activate different sauces for the hotdog and et cetera. and the thing is those tubes are positioned at specific places along the spiral tube. and the guy called Alp still went: then if you missed (meaning you didn't manage to aim the sauce onto the hotdog), then too bad! erps.... basically this idea was way too novel la. alamak, where on earth can a vending machine sell not only hotdog, hot coffee, hot green tea and FRESHLY squeezed orange juice, but other food like nasi lemak with CHICKEN WING, siew mai, har gao, beef rendang etc? erps... yeah, a blardie huge machine the size of a canteen maybe. *laugh out loud*
oh yeah, all of a sudden karyin smsed me and ask if we're having physics quiz 2 coming monday. omg, scared the freak outta me la. luckily we aren't. it's the week after the coming week. whew~! but we would most prob be having physics, chem, and computing quiz together in one week once again. nope, not in one week. is in 2 days. lol... but better than the previous one. we had maths, physics, computing AND chem. and for karyin they all, they had physics 2 as well. oh man, stressed sia.
hmm... cultural night has ended. but it seems like stress level is increasing. it doesn't help that all my parents know is to keep bugging me to call back home and even called during my LESSONS to check up on me. and when i finally got home, i found my dad sitting right at the door. so i knocked on the door la, DUH? and he totally ignored the fact that i was waiting for him to open the door. NO ONE attempted to open the blardie door for me. great! and when i knock on the door again, what did i get? SCOLDING. "CAN'T YOU WAIT FOR A SECOND?" whoa~! can't you get your blardie arse out of that f*cking chair and open the f*cking door for me? you can't do this, and you expect me to answer YOUR phone call for YOU. when you are sitting right next to the f*cking ringing phone, and i'm revising my work in my room. whoa~! wat kinda attitude is that? you're my dad, so wat? i'm not your servant. go hire one if you can! my wardrobe's door was long off the hinges like 2 years ago. what did you people do? stuck it back and left a gap more than an inch wide. wat's teh point of having a blardie door anyway? your precious son commented that his cupboard is too short to hang his shirts. what did you people do? bought a brand new sliding door wardrobe for him the very next week. wah, how generous! now finally, two years after my wardrobe door fell off, i'm going to get another wardrobe in good condition. why say that, coz it's not new. why can i get that rotting wardrobe out of my room, is because gramps is moving house and my uncle got brand new furniture to go with his designs. yeah, because my uncle was intending to THROW that f*cking wardrobe away and that's why i got to get 'new' wardrobe. what am i? rubbish dump? or garang guni? fine, continue with this kinda biased attitude. i don't mind. not at all! ask your precious son for money when you need it in the future. i gotta repay my loan fee debt to the bank after i start work while he doesn't coz he didn't need loan from bank. i needed them coz all your money was used for HIS studies. so fine with me, don't expect much money from me in the future. not being unfilial. but just being FAIR. you reap what you sow, get it? and it doesn't help that exams is coming soon, and the thing about streaming or changing course is also damn annoying. mechanical means thermodynamics, which i suck. EEE means integration, which i suck even more. Civil is way out of the question. Bioeng and Environmental is like a dream to us average students?! So MSE? would i get accepted even? well, i have no idea. shit shit shit! then CAC stuff. Flower sponsor. thought we could get the deal coz they sounded real interested. but in the end, MIAed. don't know what to do now. Venue is not confirmed either. so i don't know if i should continue sourcing for more caterers. if i did and in the end we chose Legends, my efforts would be wasted coz they don't allow outside catering. if i don't source for more and in the end, we choose another venue that doesn't provide catering, i can die already.... blardie hell. i'm so screwed up.
and happily, at this point of time, someone had to come and kachau me. talked about things that made no point and say that i'm making no point. wth lor. so free meh? haiz, people are just like that. or should i say, those that made the first mistake (or should i say TYPO)would never admit that it's their mistake in the very first place. instead, they would spend all their efforts to argue out of nothing, trying to say that it's COMMON SENSE. oh please, gimme a break. i've had enough of all these shit. 'you'll see!' fine, i'm looking~! *Mianz's gaze scanned down her list of dislikes and stopped on... EXTR.... *shrugs* well, i'm sorry if you're offended if you happens to read this. though i think you would be rather proud of it instead. *rolls eyes* oh no, to make a CLEARER point, i'm not sorry for my attitude or whatsoever. I'm sorry for you finding a lousy timing to mess with me. *shrugs* everythng is so screwed up. so screwed up that now, i'm thinking that getting locked up in a room with eugene would be more bearable than facing all these other shit! damned everything...

Friday, March 17, 2006 { 2:36 AM }

16th March 2006, Etoile Amitie @ Hall 6 Function Hall. Yup, today is the day! ok, err... last night is the day? since it's already past 12 midnight. arh, crap. wadeva. got there at around 5 plus. and the place was like a damned sauna la. blardie hell. just like one more hour of aircon, would it kill? i bathed before going out can. and by the time i stepped into the function hall, i was sticky already. damn the weather. Urgh... the event was.... hmmm..... alright? not really... for me la. heehee... my cane nearly flew out. and yes, i caught it back. but err... it was damn obvious that i made a blunder la. *acks* then... wat else? i forgot the body roll for toxic. *acks* and i missed the beat for lose control! URGHh~! *bangs head against wall* this is my lousiest performance ever. so many blunders. haiz.... nothing's funny today actually. it's a damn sian event. yeah... esp when we have only 3 people doing the dance that had 9 dancers. wth... The Limited Edition. that's a good name for us. muahahaha... wat else? actually, nothing much. hmm... yeah... other than the fact that we took 2 nights to do up the decor and a few minutes to take everything down. aww.... Oriz wasn't around today. muahaha, if not. maybe he would tear. alright, that's not very funny. oh right, WJ is an ass la. oops, sorry for the language. but come on la, pulling out of a performance just minutes before it, doesnt that makes you an ass? i'm already rather pissed when the dancers pulled out like a week before la. not to say a few minutes?! these people.... *shakes head* i bet responsiblity and respect is not in their dictionary. perhaps they would find a better one.
anyway, had serious migraine this afternoon. must be the damned weather. got a slight migraine in the morning soon after i woke up. then i went back to sleep until lunch time. and after lunch, it came back again. and got much worse. urgh... took painkillers, but it doesn't work for me anymore. hmm... took too much le. shit! was damn miserable la. damn nauseous.... esp when i just ate lunch. great... nearly threw up... err... but i swallowed it back? arh, nono... no i didn't. somehow i just managed not to throw up over my precious bed and mickey mouse shaped pillow. whew!
oh yeah, once again. Eugene Tan is back for more amusingly stupid stunts. peggy and i locked him up in the toilet. and guess what? he was eating beehoon! err.... didn't mean to do that. but since he himself stepped into the toilet while eating beehoon, it seemed just right for both peggy and i to close the door and lock it, right? *nods* pq was bathing that time. and he sat on the toilet bowl and ate his beehoon while talking to the still bathing pq. wah biang, pq still entertain him la. damn weird... imagine you, a guy, eating beehoon on the toilet bowl, and chatting with a girl who is bathing in the next cubicle.... err.... then he attempted to do something to my pig... irritating. the best thing is that he took pq's hammie cage out for feifei to play. sadist! immatured brat cum irritating sadist. damn, i'm really gonna start a hate-blog for him. but he got scratched by feifei in the end. muahahahaha.... still asked if he would get rabies. rabies? RABIES? err...
EC presentation in the morning. shit, i should sleep now...

Thursday, March 16, 2006 { 12:32 AM }

cultural night tomorrow. we had rehearsal today... no, rehearsal cum second decor day. hmmm.... sticking papers, holding ladders, stapling strips of papers. cutting fishing line. re-attaching snapped fishing lines and et cetera. and it's mostly all hall 2 peeps doing lor. wth, wth, wth.... ok, the one and only hardworking hall 1 people. Oriz! muahahaha... can't believe he's already 32 can. *shakes head* even samuel and roger came to help.... *nods* hall 1 peeps? stand around doing nothing. great.... *claps* nvm, nvm, nvm.... they big card....
lihan really sang one night in beijing lor. alamak. nasal version of one night in beijing. err... abit weird... Lian Ai-ING is cute, as usual. hahaha... Shui neng zai Zhou ye neng zu zou.... *sings* muahahahaha... ashin is a super talented and cute lyrists. heehee... i wanna buy his book! *jump jump* but no money.. *aww*
it's nearing 1am... and i'm hungry. damn.....

Tuesday, March 14, 2006 { 3:19 PM }

so bored so bored so bored....
cultural night decor later... then it would be dance pract. rehearsals tomorrow night. then it's the actual doom's day! damn it.... gonna die gonna die...
anyway, eugene is one immatured brat. firstly, he's in MY room ok. THAT IS MY ROOM lor. what did he do? when he heard me coming back, he went behind the door and press on the knob. so i cldn't unlock my door. blardie hell. try to lock me out la. funny sia~! then, nvm.... he sat in MY chair. still stare back at me happily sia.... HELLO, MISTER? MY ROOM, MY CHAIR! OKAY?! then after i bathe, i would always wrap towel around my hair mah... coz it would be dripping water where-ever i go if i don't. then he was like: i tried wrapping towel around my hair after i washed it too. it dried slower... URGH~! WTH!! this guy is so amusingly stupid...
oh yeah, and feifei was so kelian last night. her tail got caught in the chair... and she went meowing like mad la... must be damn painful. aww... maybe she shouldn't move her tail around so much... it always get caught in something... cy was horrified. hahaha... i mean, yeah la. you were happily sitting on the chair and reading something off the laptop and sudden a cat when struggling and meowing its head off under the chair... surely would get a rude shock la.

Monday, March 13, 2006 { 11:00 PM }

4 things/people that make me smile:
1. My friends
2. Mickey Mouse
3. Chocolates
4. Ice cream

4 ways to win my heart:
1. Cute (not just looks, as in... as a whole. feels cute)
2. Can click with me (tell you, it's damn difficult to be so)
3. Thoughtful
4. Humorous

4 things i believe:
1. You reap what you sow
2. Fate
3. True effort
4. If it's meant to be, then no point trying to go against it

4 things i'm afraid of:
1. Cockroaches
2. Flying bugs
3. Nausea
4. Rejection

4 things/people i wanna see right now:
1. My future husband! heehee
2. I wanna see Xiaozhu
3. Kim Dong Wan
4. Gino

4 people who should also do this:
1. Jamie
2. Sabrina
3. Anne
4. Siew Qing

OKay, the quiz is done! haha....
had dance practise just now. pq is joining us, perhaps for toxic only. peggy suggested of changing our dance title from the special edition to the limited edition. coz only have so little people dancing. we have LIMITED dancer. ar.... crappy idea, but not a bad title. hahaha... was thinking of informing hall 1 alina or lihan. but peg says tell lihan. ok lor, so tell him la. hahaha... then also btw tell him the GOOD news that peggy got the best subcommer award. his reply: she deserves it! got a loud and bright voice! muahahahaha.... funny! ok... shall go bathe. damn, computing tmr morning... so sian. i don't wanna go leh....
and i don't think i have enough points to stay in hall 2. eh no, not don't think. is cfm not enough to stay in hall 2. so should i move out? but sheryl wanna stay to have 'higher chances'.... hmmmm....

{ 9:53 AM }

so goddamn blardie angry now. i don't know which freaking idiot went to tamper with my blinds... it was like bent in all sorts of angle and the f*cking best thing is that all the dust that was on the blinds are now on my BED! damnit! i don't have an extra linen to change lor. freaking hell. gotta sleep on dust covered bed for one whole week! goddamn pissed can.... GODDAMN PISSED!
....
anyway, just changed song again. Everlasting by BoA. It's the japanese version... nice! yeah, real nice. although the VERY few sentences i can be sure of the meaning is zutto zutto wasurenaiyo and that jaane mata kotoba thingy. muahahahaha....

Saturday, March 11, 2006 { 1:40 AM }

yeah, went for hall dinner at Suntec NUSS alumni Guild or something, can't remember that place. but before that i met sheryl at city hall and we went shopping for a while. i bought BoA's outgrow ah HMV. yeah, finally! *grins* then we went mango for some window shopping. show someone that resembles david at crocodile. but i don't think it's him bah... then when i walked past auntie anne's i was so tempted to eat ok. but sheryl says shouldn't eat coz dinner is starting soon. then we receive the sms from peg saying that the bus was caught in a traffic jam. lol, then we rushed back immediately to buy auntie anne's. muahahahaha... cinnamon sugar, yummy~! then the place was too small for us la. alamak, should be 12 to a table. in the end it was like 13 14 a table. some even have to make do with a weird rectangular table instead of our round table. we were actually sitting with the aca people. but when they went off to warm up their voices, eugene slotted in other people at their seats, saying that they would leave once the aca people are back. well, no prizes for guessing did that really happen. of course it didn't. sheryl, hong hui and the rest of the aca people gotta sit at the weird table after that. sheesh! then it was the aca performance. lol... can't really hear. coz we're at the back. then we heard alot of utensils clanking against the plate etc... muahahaha... and their two soloists forgot to sing their solo part! oh gosh... hahaha... then it was the slides thingy for pq. cy went to transfer the slides from her laptop to eugene's laptop. so all her fonts were gone. aww, nvm la. as long as the slides are still there. chill, chill. no point getting so gek and frustrated for something you can't undo. =) then it was the HIGHLIGHT of the night for us. BEST CULTURAL SUB-COMMER: PEGGY TEO PECK CHUN. muahahahaha... sheryl, hong hui and i were like totally laughing our head off la. i laughed until got tears can. luckily my mascara is waterproof sia. aww, too bad lihan is not around. if not he can laugh with us. lol.... and another thing. got big prob with hall 2 mag. peg and i became both dance head and jam band head. lihan disappeared. lol.... wanna watch FD3 after dinner de. but dun have midnight... even if have i also cant watch la. forgot to bring house keys out. acks...

Thursday, March 09, 2006 { 8:42 PM }

asked the general studies unit already. if i were to change to MSE, i have to do MS1001 and MS1002. damn, two more physics to be completed... acks.
what shall i do? *whines*

Wednesday, March 08, 2006 { 11:45 PM }

went jp with peg and pq for dinner. and we went shopping again! heehee... bought 3 bottles of nail varnish. muahahaha... black, glitter, and platinum pink. the pika varnish is so cute ok! yeah la, i bought that pika black and glitter varnish for the sake of the bottle. muahahahaha... ok, not funny.
went back hall just in time for wing supper. had fishball~! yummy.... then all of a sudden some funny guy came out and chui xiao. then some joker still commented that coz we're having supper (ye xiao), that's why have to chui xiao. *pengz* that's sucha cute comment~! don't understand why he had to come out to the corridor and play chinese flute la. err... AA lor. then after that he went back into the room and came out to smoke. blardie hell. peggy still says his flute has shrunk, got smoke somemore. funny eh~~~! then pq best, ate that custard puff without using hands nor fork. yeah, she just plopped her face into her plate and picked up the custard puff with her mouth. look ABIT like dog lor... err... nvm nvm.... then that i don't really know who is he... zhenghua or something... 'yiao gui' take so much food back... all right, i dunno him. shall not comment any further. (As if i've not commented enough. muahahahahaha...)
and all the seniors decided to not perform for cultural night le... great. left with me, peg and bokwee. poor bokwee, he was still very enthu about it la, despite us being reduced to a trio. i bet lihan would go: nvm, can dance with just 3 people. i believe in you people. yeah right.... funny! and as we walked past can 2, heard them singing one night in beijing. lol... don't think it's lihan doing that opera-ish part la, HOR? err.... pq's face was like "DIAO". hahahaha.... he shld stick back to mayday's songs. Lian Ai ING... love that song. but too bad, that time ming ge can ting we went down late. missed that song. aww.... so sad. nvm la, ashin sings it best. I wanna buy ashin's lyrics book! got his solo dan qu cd! and i wanna buy BoA's outgrow. blardie hell, ship ship ship. ship so long....

{ 4:51 PM }

was chatting with kenneth and gina during lab just now. and yeah, neglecting our lab work. muahahaha... we talking of changing course, meaning we don't wanna stream into bio, environmental, mae, cee nor eee. we wanna switch course to MSE. basically i can never do MAE, CEE nor EEE la. can die in there lor. those 3 are more maths and physics orientated. while bio and environmental is less maths and stuff... more on chem and bio, life sciences. but the prob is, it's very tough to get into those 2 courses we want. somemore, it's very competitive in bioeng. DIE.... so gina suggested of switching to MSE. MSE is more of chemistry, still better than a whole lot of physics and maths huh... but the prob now is, i don't know how the entire thingy works.... they're increasing the tuition fees as well for the freshies next yr. so would i still be affected? URGH... idiot. should have chosen MSE from the start to begin with instead of getting a counter offer for stupid common engineering.
shall email the dean some time later....

Tuesday, March 07, 2006 { 1:21 AM }

completed painting the freaking huge 5 by 3.4 backdrop last night. yeah, painted from like 7 plus 8 until 12. gosh... and my finger is full of paint. after washing it off with turpentine, my cuticles turned white! *URGH* those freaking people from hall 1. nv once they showed up for meeting, nv once they gave any ideas for the stuff we gotta do. and as usual, they didn't do anything in doing the backdrop. it's all peg's, sheryl's and my work. from buying the cloth to sewing it up to drafting out the picture on the backdrop and to painting it. all OUR work... fine, the rest of the stuff we gotta do, they shall do it. esp the doorgift and tokens of appreciation. those are like damn difficult to find la. gosh... yeah, after completing the backdrop, we got macdelivery! hahaha... damn it. eating macdonald's at 1 plus in the morning? we're all pigs wannabe! muahahahahaha.... then peggy was trying very very hard to find the picture of one of the ntu dragonboater coz he's supposedly very good looking.... and when she finally found the side view of him, err... *shakes head* just hope that the front view is not as bad la... huh...
hmm... i ponned my first computing tutorial today! hahaha... shit, should i be so happy about it?

Monday, March 06, 2006 { 1:52 AM }

yeah.... went for travel fair today. the opening was damn corny. they got 4 guys (including ivan and aaron) to do the conffetti thingy. lol.... so it was like, as people were streaming in, they pulled the gadget and colourful papers started flying everywhere. muahahahahaha... dman entertaining. waan and i were like laughing at the sight. got a stupid job la, distribute flyers... shermain and i were actually at the entrance but after lunch, we decided to go down over to the bridge leading to marina sq. hahaha... finished distributing at around 4 with help from kelvin and rudy. and then the four of us went slacking at kinelliey's. eddy and jaime joined us soon after. muahahahaha... i ate gelato icecream! lemon icecream... yum. =) looked like milk icecream though. it was pure milk white. hahaha... then after that the 6 of us went esplanade to watch tkd performance. basically skiving like mad la. and we actually went back at 6 plus. and rudy was saying: skiving is not an appropriate word for us. yeah yeah... we rested for 2 hours right? or as kelvin said, we were walking advertisement for SA tours in that ugly pink and blue polo tee of ours. yuck. yeah, after we went back, we all squeezed at the free and easy international booth to help candace with her queue master work. actually she needed much help while we were doing that walking advertisement thing la. and when we finally went back to help, the peak season has died down. muahahaha... we were just not meant to work like mad. aww....
oh yeah, rudy and kelvin was like best la. they actually went to sleep at the secluded and un-used registration counter for a full 40 minutes la. and if it weren't for desmond who woke them up, god knows how long more they would sleep... rest somemore la.... not skiving huh... *shakes head*
and another thing, desmond is the Singapore Ambassador. "Where can i buy clothes huh?" "Where is the toilet huh?" "where can i buy levis?" wth, stupid people...
hmm... got to know more gossip today though. i guess, that was the only thing i've gained. sheesh!

Saturday, March 04, 2006 { 11:18 PM }

bloody hell.... stupid EC assignment... stupid video... stupid broadband connection. I can't open nor download the blardie video for EC writeup. shit... gotta rely on the freaking brief transcript. gotta wake ip damn early for the damned canvassing... travel fair lor, damn it. i wld much much prefer sticking printer labels. stupid job. gotta stand for the whole blardie day. and also becoz of this freaking canvassing i gotta forgo my doing tutorial day. freaking hell.... gotta chiong both chem and computing tutorial on monday lor. HAPPY? VERY HAPPY....
i was interviewing for the position of hotel liaison, not venue liaison. i thought we were to search for suitable hotels to hold our event. i was wrong. we are supposed to search for suitable venue, be it SAM or fort canning or raffles town club or whatever f*cking shit place would that be. we are supposed to source for suitable caterer to cater for 350 pax. we are to get sponsorship for the flowers we need. we are to hire bus services for our guests. this and that, that and this. and the f*cking great thing? is that we have ZERO subcommers. *applause* how nice.... the only position without any subcommers. WHOA~! wonder which motherf*cker thought of it.

{ 1:27 AM }

had our business plan presentation today. we got a B+. ok la, not that bad. hahaha... peggy talked for 10 minutes! when we're each supposed to talk for 5 minutes. i rushed through lor.. coz i was after peg and ankur was after me, being our last speaker. but, he still didn't finish his part coz time's up.
then rushed over for cac meeting. pq and sheryl mia... alamak, nv tell me. then ivan was telling me to sit away from him. coz i was late mah, den eddy asked me to sit in his chair beside ivan while he went to get another. then ivan was like, eh sit further away. i stinks. wah biang... even i cannot tahan. *then he ponders for a while more* aiya, eddy you change seat with her! -_-" got so bad meh? hahaha.... perhaps got a bit la. coz towards the end of the meeting where we all gathered around the laptop to see the CAC face contestants' photo, he stood right in front of me. -_-'' then can smell ALOT of deodorant and abit of... WEIRD smell. hahahaha...

Friday, March 03, 2006 { 12:41 AM }

went people's park with peg to buy the backdrop cloth. 35 bucks for 15 metres. stupid backdrop, dimensions 3.4 by 5. must sew lor... eugene told us can use duct tapes to stick. but that's when we've sewn like 3 or 4 metres of the cloth liao la. what the....
anyway, eugene is weird. or perhaps, his friends are weird. they like to pinch his nipples. -_-"

Wednesday, March 01, 2006 { 12:14 AM }

Physics quiz, done
Chem quiz, done
Computing quiz, done
My part for marketing biz plan, done
CAC ball sponsorship, done
EC group 1000 word write up, undone
New dance choreo, undone
Cultural night poster, undone
banner, undone
backdrop, undone
doorgifts and tokens of appreciation, undone
invitation cards, undone
Raffles town Club quotations, undone
SHIT.
I wanna go shopping. I wanna buy that tulip pants from vivie. I wanna buy more beads tee from far east. I wanna buy BoA's OUTGROW!
but, i have no time to shop.
DARN.