Friday, September 30, 2005
{ 6:22 PM }
i guess my msn is having problems..... no one is replying me at all... or are all my friends ignoring me?
how sad...
cac meeting later... urgh... if not, i wld be home by now..
Thursday, September 29, 2005
{ 9:03 PM }
was watching wang zi bian qing wa. sheryl said gino is shuai! hahahaha..... yeah, finally found someone who thinks gino is shuai as well! lalalala...
sheryl has gd taste. we both like MAN guys.... hahahaha...
i wanna go sing k~~~! ARGH~~~!
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
{ 5:05 PM }
haiz... realised that people around me are having problems. friends.... facing problems with families and all. but i wasnt there for them. wasnt there for her. she told me about it. and all i could manage to give was a "are you okay now?" haiz... i'm sorry, but that's all i can manage. i can't even save myself now.
if andy were to read this, he wld surely go: you dun have to take everything into ur responsibility you know. there are somethings where we can't do much about it. hahaha...
oh well!
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
{ 9:31 PM }
had cramp today.... then migraine as well. so i missed my dance pract. alamak~! luckily i'm the one choreographing it. if not cfm cant catch up. now still cramping.... damn it...
Monday, September 26, 2005
{ 10:45 PM }
i'm stressed. too stressed? i'm beginning to run away. i'm beginning to live like an ostrich. i'm living in denial of my stress. i'm beginning to not do my tutorials. i'm beginning to act as if lectures are nothing. yes, if i do follow up after ponning lectures, ponning lectures wld be nothing. but the thing is that i'm not following up. i'm continuing to lag. that's bad. way bad. can i survive? wld the finals be like my quizzes? wld i be able to hit a B by just doing 20% of the entire paper? i doubt so. does that means i'm hopeless now? i think so....
sa told me the usual hyper, siaocharbo simian is missing. i know it too. even germaine cld sense that i'm feeling down, despite us knowing for less than a month! damn, i wanna be back to my old self as well! but i can't! finals start on 2nd nov for me. ending on 25th. damn... so damn blardie long. all my papers are 3 and a half hour paper. only life science is a 3 hr paper. wth, i tot life science is an mcq paper? 3 hr mcq paper?? how many qns? 120? wth wth wth...
can some kind soul just stab me and let me bleed to death? something is pressing down on my heart. or perhaps it's constricting by itself. one way or another, i cant breathe....
{ 12:49 PM }
got my material science quiz results back just now. i hit a B! lol..... but the average is a B la... *acks*
Sunday, September 25, 2005
{ 11:25 PM }
peg and i did 6 eights out of 20 eights of the dance. performance is 11th oct. damn.... dancers not comfirmed. full choreo not done...
we're just so damn screwed.
having econs tutorial tmr... but i dun wanna do tutorial..... haiz...
Saturday, September 24, 2005
{ 10:41 PM }
felt like withdrawing from the subcom thingy. it's totally screwed up. zhiyong wanna play us out now. he wanna quit.
heard that the points required for hostel next yr wld increase again. like ard a 100 for hall 2. and halls like 12, 13 and 14 needs 80 plus. the most i can get is 40 plus. so what for i do so much stupid stuff? i shld focus more on my studies, right? anyway, physics CA today. i can only do 2 outta 5 qns. 20 marks per qn. CONGRATS ME MAN~!
and yes, i'm being sacarstic.
Friday, September 23, 2005
{ 11:49 AM }
stressed. damn stressed. have to choreo the maf dance by this weekend coz coming mon wld be our first practise. we only have 2 guys now. we need 6. but somehow, we decided to scale it down to a 4 coz no guys wanna join dance. but come on la, it's hip hop not like, modern dance or jazz right? asked peg to jio dexter in. he's her sp ma. but somehow peg has something against him... and i dunno him at all... yeah, so our dance grp has to suffer....
wanna think of a name. The Special Edition? i think it's cool. then peg insist on using french. meaning, the special edition in french. we found the word le. but she cldn't pronounce it. -_-''
why cant we just use The Special Edition? nvm... jay, if you read this, tell me how to pronounce k.
it's L'Edition Speciale. with a stroke on the first e of speciale. hee...
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
{ 4:21 PM }
i really wonder, why do we need to study? is it for our personal needs? i doubt so, it shld be more of a social need. we study for the sake of the society, isnt that true? didnt parents always say, we have to study hard.... get a degree.... and then we can have a decent job in the society. does this implies that the sole purpose of studying is actually for the sake of survival in the society? so what are we? why do we have to live our life for the society? why can't we build our own society? why, isn't that what we should be doing? wasn't this society built up by we people? does that implies that we people want to study and that we see studying as our personal need? if that's the case, why is everyone dreading it? why? how? how did we build up a society where we don't want to live in. day in day out, i hear people blaming the society for every little things they don't like. what's wrong? wasn't we the one who built up this very 'detestable' society? we aint? if we aint? then who did? the govt? but arent the govt people as well? just what has went wrong? why are some of us getting easily manipulated by others? why cant we have a say for ourselves?
alright, i have no idea. i'm crapping, yes i noe. so just ignore me...
anyway, my material science ca is a flop. my tutor said, it wld just be like some of the tutorial qns. so what did i do? i studied the tutorials. in the end? it was NOTHING like the tutorial qns. Whoa.
{ 10:47 AM }
material science CA later. like, LATER can! i still dun understand diffusion. that's the topic where i went for tutorial with a blank mind and blank tutorial, came out with the solutions (copied from tutor, no doubt) and still a blank mind. what have i learnt? nothing! BRAVO~! *clap clap*
damn, can my tutor dun set any questions on diffusion. 3 qns ma. we have like 4 tutorials. so just ignore diffusion la... damn... i know she just wont. those that i noe, wld never come out. those that i dunno, 100% chop chop would be set. this is how lucky i've always been.... yes.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
{ 12:26 AM }
this week is CA week. finals is coming. I'm stressed.... coz i dun feel stressed at all. damn...
you know what i'm trying to say?
Sunday, September 18, 2005
{ 4:21 PM }
finally completed my lab report of at least 10 pages. whew~! i have.... *counts* 12 pages including cover page! whee~! hahaha.... but i think i wrote crap. oh no...
have alot of stuff to do. gotta buy new calculator and get it registered by 24th. but i dun have time to go out to buy calculator! DAMN....
monday, subcom interview
tues, cac project night
wed afternoon, material sci ca!
thurs, cac meeting
fri, gotta mug... why?
sat, physics ca.
whoa.... what a 'FUN' packed week!
Friday, September 16, 2005
{ 11:58 PM }
Yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS CHEW SIEW QING! hahaha... and yes, you can see... i've done changes to the time so that it's not going to be belated. geez!
we went el sheikh for dinner, then ambrosia cafe for dessert, and then starbucks for coffee. omg... *mianz looks into wallet and faints* jay, nana and ps nearly wanted to smoke sheesha at el sheikh but in the end didn't. haha, anyway, we got qing a zinc bag which she had wanted to buy, strawberry chocolates, a collage, and a card! *like duh* lol.... and right smack in the middle of the collage was qing and jay with jay's bra and thong. OH GOSH~! hahaha...
nana joined us today, but kk and zh didnt come coz of some matters. yeah... but nvm, we still had fun! hahaha...
oh yeah, went shopping with mum today. but i bought nothing except for one more tshirt bra. geez~! haha... and i bought peg mummy's bdae present. SO MANY BIRTHDAYS DURING SEPT! hahaha... shant say what i bought for her just in case she decided to make a visit over here before i manage to give the present to her on mon. heehee... but it's very cute! hahaha... the card too! "YESTERDAY?" muahahahaha...
oh yeah, i bought a chip keychain! woohoo~! you noe, chip as in chip and dale? they have both chip and dale, but i only bought chip coz no money le. haiz... nvm... chip won't be lonely without dale coz have me! i'm mad le... nvm... chip chip chip chip and dale, rescue rangers~! hahaha... oh yeah, while i was getting peg's present, i saw a baby bugs plushie as well! so ke ai~! hahahaha... aiya, but it wasn't wearing diapers. okay, nvm! hahaha...
next bday coming... MINE~! muahahahahaha....
Thursday, September 15, 2005
{ 2:51 PM }
yes, congratulate me please! i've finally managed to complete my material science tut!!! meaning, i've done each and every question in the tutorial! ok, doesnt mean it's correct. but it's an improvement all right! previous, i wld attend tut with a blank tutorial coz i cant even understand what the question is talking about. hee...
but then now... my econs tut... it's gonna be blank. macroeconomics. i catch no ball.
damn! when wld the day come whereby i can do ALL my tutorials?
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
{ 11:47 PM }
material science is giving me a headache... i don't understand a blardie concept the textbk is trying to say! damn, CA is meant to help us pass finals. i can't flunk it as well!
Monday, September 12, 2005
{ 12:52 AM }
went to make my new specs today. my degree increased yet again. astig as well. damn.... it was 250 250. and 50 0 for astig. now? it's 300 325, 75, 25. OH NO~~~! hahaha... but i like my new specs. heehee... it's white plastic rimmed. hahaha
Friday, September 09, 2005
{ 6:55 PM }
peeved. that's one word that can describe me right now.
i helped you, and yet you helped that person who bit you to bite me
HOW NICE.
{ 12:20 PM }
maths ca today. sure die. they asked me to find derivative of function, i did simply dy/dx la. kns... zero liao lor...
i dun wanna do my lab report
i dun wanna study for my econs material sci and physics ca
i dun wanna attend anymore lect
i dun wanna do tutorials
i dun wanna take my finals in coming nov
i just wanna stick to my lappie all day long
i wanna sleep until 12 in the afternoon
I JUST WANNA ENJOY MY LIFE
heard that weijian is reporting for ns on the morning of 9th sept. so i guess.... haha... hope he'll stay in one piece. lol
Thursday, September 08, 2005
{ 5:23 PM }
went for my life science CA just now. finished that 1 hr CA in 15 minutes? *laughs* coz i gave up le. i realised only like, 5 minutes before the CA itself that 50% of it comprise of a lecture which i ponned and never realised that that particular notes existed and that it is included in the CA.
yes, GREAT.
Guess my score out of 40? haha... i passed hor, please. dun underestimate me... to me, it's a bad score. but to some, it may be acceptable la... haiz..
nvm, have CA 2 de.... *grins*
maths CA tmr... wth.... den tmr have CAC meeting until 10! damn, cannot go home le... wth! URGH
hmm... weijian gg for ns tmr....
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
{ 6:42 PM }
haha... got back my first lab work... got a B despite having wrong answers for ALL 4 qns. haha.... amusing...
having life science quiz tmr...
hacing maths quiz on fri
gotta do my lab report...
sianz.....
Sunday, September 04, 2005
{ 12:22 AM }
yup! it's jamie's birthday today! hahaha... yes, TODAY coz it's already past midnight! we got her a birthday notebook made up of our mini letter to her and photos, a gymball and earrings! oh yeah, and a mrs field's brownie which a smart waitress kept it in the fridge. -_-'' hahaha... GYMBALL.... lalala... it was ps's idea. my idea was the notebook and she was so touched by that ok! yeah! i win.... and i made the notebook ok! and jamie ar, if the notebook started falling apart ar, it's not my fault ok. it's the glue's fault. hahaha...
oh yeah, we went manhattan fish market at ps to eat. yummy~! it taste like fish n co leh... we're speculating that they may actually be the same company like the case of Tao's kitchen and Hokkaido hotpot like that. or maybe not. who knows! kk and i shared platter for two, and we managed to finish it with the help of ps and zh. whew~! but then, i was still damn full la~! *burps SILENTLY* hahahaha... i LOVE mussels~! hahaha... opted out for flaming platter coz they serve oysters instead of mussles. eew~! don't like oysters. *shudders* then, after dinner, we went rocky master to chill. was actually thinking of acid bar but cl was against it. hahaha... cl ar, you should go have a look. the ambience is good. well lit and all, not like clubs... so dark you can't even see the blardie wall. gosh~! hahaha... nvm, next time when I have the money, we go chill. hahaha... or maybe can go the eski bar like what ps suggested too... depends la... when i have the money to spend. haha...
anyway, i bought my mayday album! haha... MY WU YUE TIAN~~~! hahaha... haven't listen yet. but then again, it's MAYDAY. cfm would be nice. *grins* hahaha... and i finally got my posb debit mastercard. =) oh, almost forgot...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMIE~~~~~~~~~~~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
*cheers*
Saturday, September 03, 2005
{ 1:32 AM }
finally found junyang's guardian angel. aww~! so nice man! and i was reading the i weekly superstar newspaper. i have to say, junyang really became much much much better looking. haha... and xinhui as well. she's so pretty now. hahaha... all right, going mad le. and i also found xinhui and junyang's wu ding! AHHHHHH~! *mianz went mad* but i want my anata performance video.... weijian was so kawaii inside. aww~! hahaha...
all right, guradian angel is playing on my com now... *listens attentively*
Thursday, September 01, 2005
{ 11:16 PM }
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? WEILIAN WON! THAT NASAL GUY WON! gosh.... wonder how did the people vote. they've no ears. they can't appreciate good vocals. all right, i sound like a kelly fan. but i aint. i'm a junyang xinhui weijian fan all right. but please, go view that contest all over again. it's blardie obvious who did better. kelly did. it's blardie obvious who has the superstar glamour. kelly. it's blardie obvious who SHOULD be winning the contest. kelly. but no, that nasal guy just has to win. wth.... now he's under play music. play music likes junyang and had wanted to sign him on. but now, they can't. coz they can only choose another contestant of the opposite gender. great. it's all that nasal guy's fault. what shall jy do? hopefully, universal wants him too... all right. it's still junyang i'm concerned about. not kelly. lol.... anyway, liweisong looks sad after the result. jingying was saying it's coz he has to produce weilian's album and he can't get kelly. hahaha... he likes kelly more, it's rather obvious. but it's not a case of bias. kelly IS better. btw, kelly's rendition of mu nai yi with jj was FANTASTIC! hahaha... but her sha tan was ruin by the backup vocalists namely sandra, candyce, chanel and xinhui. anymore? haha... they were too loud lor. aiyoeha...
well, the main attraction for me isn't the finalists. is junyang and xinhui.... coz they singing solo ma. weijian didn't sing solo... but he's so cute in my anata. hahaha.... super entertaining can! like, kneeling on the floor is already cute enough, he still did that funny and cute action. aww..... cutest chipmunk on earth. all of us were so entertained by him lor. haha... cute cute de boyboy chipmunk. =) and i was swooning over jy as he sang guardian angel can. SO NICE~! aww.... and xinhui's whatever that song is. she did well too. aiya, they should be in the grand finals lor. liddat ar, no matter who win i would also be over the moon lor. but no. weilian has to win. damn. but nvm.... JUNYANG~! hahaha... and they sang wu ding! when i saw the title i was like 'uh oh! junyang can make it meh?' but he did! together with xinhui, they did very well lor. so damn nice ok! i'm so gonna find tt song. hahaha... *mianz calm down for a while* "WEIJIAN!!!! JUNYANG!!! XINHUI!!!" hahaha... going bonkers over here. haiz... just gotta pray hard that the 3 of them can release their own album as well. anyway, heard of the 10 finalist having a compilation or something... hmm... MAYBE.... *meaningful look*
hmm... and i wonder why isn't hagen tan ard today.... has he went taiwan le? hahaha...
