Wednesday, August 31, 2005
{ 10:30 PM }
saw dexter with cheryl tay this morning. hahaha... a funny sight. for me la.... haha... and perhaps, pq as well. well, becoz we.... hahaha...
anyway, dexter was walking in front with his usual buay song face while that girl trails behind hurriedly. hahaha... like, trying very very hard to be on par with him. hmm.....
are you thinking what i'm thinking?
-laugh out loud-
{ 12:03 AM }
trying hard to make it. yes, i'm trying very hard. to resist all the temptations, to focus on what i'm supposed to do, to complete what i have to do.
but what if? what if at the very end, i'm left with nothing? i've no confidence of how this would end. i have no idea where i'm heading for. what if all i get in the end is simply, nothing? what would be of me? shld i give up now? or shld i hang on and try all my best to get maybe nothing in return?
what if?
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
{ 5:02 PM }
yup yup.... lab work again. then at the very last minute found out that i need a HB 2B and 4B pencil. so i gotta go find them! kaoz... panic can.... luckily, nanyang supermarket do sell pencils. *whew* haha...
and the sketching ar. sketching is still ok. better than that blardie radio. but the shading part. lol... i was colouring la... hahaha... dun care.
hmm... gg to help out with pin guan's concert on thurs. then it seems like next tues have cac ball sub comm interviewing at 730. hotel liason have no sub comm de ma. why do pq and i have to be present for the interview leh? sian~!
Monday, August 29, 2005
{ 5:26 AM }
went shopping with qing again... this time for jay's prezzie. haha... ideas contributed by me again, and ps. haha... well, i'm proud of the ideas. but the end product.... *prays*
hahaha.... saw mayday's new album! wanna buy... but they wld most prob gai ban. so i was thinking of waiting for it. but then again, they wld only gai ban like, a few mths later? gosh.... so long.... haiz...
oh yeah, material science tutorial. i went for tutorial, with a blank mind. i thought that i would learn during tutorial like how i always did for the past 2 tutorials and my physics tut. but no. i left the tutorial rm with another blank mind. drats. material science CA on 21st can! 30% can! i'm so gonna die....
*takes a look at jay's prezzie... and then at the floor of my rm*
allright, i'm going to sweep the floor now. then later i'm gonna wrap the prezzie le....
Saturday, August 27, 2005
{ 2:03 PM }
haha... watched superstar qian zou (1) repeat just now. weijian is so funny! 'Yifeng jie~! how can you give him that *the balloons* this is better *candyce fc tee* you want or not?' hahaa... and junyang still 'OK.' damn hilarious can! and the weichoong's wig. 'weilian, i lend you my wig! you'll be prettier than kelly!' wth lor... gao xiao xing dong can!
Thursday, August 25, 2005
{ 11:28 PM }
just had supper. fried chicken, nuggets and fries. damn, i'm gonna get so fat! somebody still said i'm too thin and must eat more meat hor, pig? haha... now, am i eating enough? definitely lor, for the standards of a pig. damn....
anyway, was walking in with peg mummy and saw party guy again... hahaha... he was telling how to cook something. hmm.... peg's title for it. "dexter can cook, so can you." ultra lame can....
watch superstar just now. xinhui~! hahaha... she sang wo ai ni wo hen ni by a mei. haha... NICE NICE! *grins* and i hafta say candyce looked real sweet today. haha... she looks better with less make up lor. and chanel is damn entertaining... xinhui too. "fan wan le mei you?" *laughs*
{ 12:37 AM }
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to IVY
happy birthday to you!!!!
*cheers*
haha... yup yup! it's ivy's birthday today. yes, today, since it's past 12am... hahaha... went out to celebrate with the gang just now. but before that qing, ivy and i went kbox AGAIN! haha... decided not to sing angela's song this time. shall not sing it ever again until my cough recover. QING AND IVY! once my cough gets better we go again k. i'm gonna sing all of shaohan's songs! haha...
and after ktv session, we went nydc for dinner. that bony cake! YUMMY~~~~~! choco fudge brownie with choc chip icecream and whipped cream. *drools* and the mushroom madness pizza is unexpectedly nice. hahaha.... coz, well, nydc's standard has fallen drastically... esp for their baked pasta. *makes a face*
anyway, zh got us to try the world's slowest lift. guess wat it is? the lift for wheelchairs la! wth.... oh nvm... the impt thing is ivy's prezzie. hahaha... we got her a box of assorted milk choco as she has desired. a cute card and a shot glass with the winged heart design, which she wanted as well. hahaha..... hmm... lemme think. what do i want for my birthday? hahaha... KIDDING...
oh yeah, and jay let us listen to some LAME CRAPPY ice kachang song emil once sang to her... *SHUDDERS*
mum told me weijian sang on superstar just now. i'm so gonna catch the repeat on sat la! hahaha.... and junyang too! =)
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
{ 11:02 AM }
Haha... i really have to say, that dexter guy has totally no image left in my eyes liaoz. he always do stupid stunts in front of me. first, he actually WHINED about a cat. and then, well, a few minutes ago, he actually went out of his room and attempted to lock it when his keys are still inside his room. oh wow~!
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
{ 4:18 PM }
lab work today. sketching a radio... wth.... the lecturer didn't teach lor. how to draw? kns.... and i heard him saying to one of the guys who went to ask him something "i'm not going to explain to you about this." WHAT THE...?
i'm still coughing.... haiz...
oh yeah, saw dexter outside his room this morning. guess what he was doing? he was whining to his friend coz a cat was sitting at the door of his room and he wanted to open his door to get in. well, he's afraid that it may run into his room i guess. but then again, he cld have carried it out anyway. so why whine? *shakes head*
Monday, August 22, 2005
{ 3:45 PM }
Was flipping thru the calender and realised that i've spent a month in NTU le. damn.... it's going to be september soon. and after september, it would be october and november! gosh~! examinations! meaning? i still have around 2 months to prepare for exams, when i still have no idea what the hell is going on really. damn, this is just so great.... time flies, really. how i wish i can catch hold of it and fast forward it to 4 yrs later where i graduate. *laughs* i want a real doraemon. allright, i'm talking rubbish....
pon econs lect again. haha, is was saying that i took A levels econs before so i haolian go pon lecture. but really ler, i cant benefit from 2 hrs lecture. i can build sandcastles up to a 100 stories high lor... *shakes head*
hmm... the time now is 345. shall start revising my material science at 430. *promise* i'm lagging for material science lor... jialat. and physics tut. damn, i dun understand the kinetic whatever Uk thing in the previous tut ma. so that doubt is now carried forward to this wk's tut. damn.... i've started a snowball without realising it. this Uk thing is like, one pg in the textbk la.... and i tot it was negligible.... fine. shall spend tmr decoding it. and if i cant, i shall go email my professor. whoa~! it's now professor and not tutor nor teacher. scary....
hmm, we're having wing supper on my kor's bdae. lol... 7th sept. blk 6, 9, 10 and 11. wondering shall i go? i dunno whyone from my hall other than peg sheryl and pq, meaning my roomie and toiletmates la... hahaha! this is bad....
and i'm still coughing.... *stares at almond roca*
anyway, heard from somewhere, weilian's single was sold out, somewhere... when kelly's are like still... very much available. *laughs* seems like we gonna have weilian as our superstar. or should i say singaporeans are gonna have weilian as their superstar. all right, for the first time in my 19 yrs as a singaporean, i'm beginning to wish i weren't a singaporean. *whines* JUNYANG~~! DERRICK~~!
Saturday, August 20, 2005
{ 11:17 PM }
went shopping today. haha... bought another new bag. LOL... yes, ANOTHER~! ahahaha... and new short skirt and new tee and new hp pouch! haha... *happy*
but but but... i wanna buy that chip and dale tee from giordano and can't find any! they only have XL left at bugis and none at tampines mall and century square la. wth.... *not happy le*
oh yeah, if anyone was confused with all my derricks in the previous entry. haha... the derrick in the middle is sean's roomie. and the derrick at the end was referring to the superstar finalist derrick hoh. lol... hahaha....
Friday, August 19, 2005
{ 11:12 PM }
yup.... saw sean and xinrong when i was heading for my hall after my physics lecture today. and the three of us went to sean's room instead. lol... sean was like... 'oh shit~!' haha... i disrupted his PLAN, and saved xinrong~! hahaha... was self entertaining with sean's intellectual game while the two of them entertained themselves with the ps2 la. hahaha... and the two of them were so strange. they insisted that i shld look at derrick's (sean's roomie) photo, saying that he is shuai. then they insisted that i would fall for him when i didn't even see him lor! kaoz... they were like, trying to sell derrick off la. but looking at derrick's room, or should i say, derrick's side of the room, i can conclude that he is a 100% metrosexual. erm.... hmm.... hahaha...
i'm still sulking over junyang and xinhui's elimination.... and derrick is going for ns on 9th sept.... weichong too. although i dunno when he's going in. 10th sept? hmmm....
{ 12:20 AM }
Yes, the result is out. Junyang is out! WTH is going on? how can kelvin win? he can't. junyang is better can! in terms of looks, vocals and nasal factor, junyang is hell of a better all right! WTH WTH WTH~~~~! and kelly got in. i prefer xinhui. but nvm, i'm not as anti kelly as i'm anti kelvin. ARGH~! KELVIN CANNOT WIN!
haha... caught sight of derrick again~! hahaha... heard his interview with 933 just now online. he is so cute~! "they all call me xiao di xiao di! i'm older LOR~! 2 yrs older lor~!" hahaha.... so funny can. and he's going for ns on 9th sept. hmm.... that's fast. so perhaps, it's better that he got eliminated. lol.... oh, whatever...
Thursday, August 18, 2005
{ 5:18 PM }
I know what you're thinking all right. I know. maybe you would just like to say it out directly into my face rather than to act nonchalant about it. Coz it piss me off when you gimme that kinda attitude of a b*tch.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
{ 10:37 PM }
went kbox with qing despite my cough... lol.... cant reach most of the notes. so i decided that i shld be singing guy's song instead. haha... K One~! 'just one minute, just one hour... woo ha~~~~~~' *grins* and the yong gan qu ai. the mv is so damn blardie cool... GINO~~~! though i have to say kido is becoming more and more shuai... *grins* and we took care of ivy's prezzie~! yeah.... wanna buy a bag. but i cant find any nice ones... =(
superstar today. JUNYANG~~~! haha... though i was more excited when i catch derrick at the back. and hagen tan. peg mummy was commenting something about his hairstyle... i didn't see him though. derrick! *jumps jumps* aiya... junyang better win....
hmm... what else? physics tut tmr... and i havent do qn 7 8 and 9 yet. but it becoz i cant do lar. lazy to use another day to work it out too. maths tut... damn, i'm already stuck at qn 1 la. happily.... and we may be having maths quiz on fri. shit.... fri is union day. we having no lessons from 1130 to 330. guess what? i only have 2 lessons on fri. maths tut at 1030 to 1130. and physics lect from 330 to 430. HAPPILY la....
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
{ 5:09 PM }
my second lab experience today. it's better! *mianz grins* it's more of chemistry this time. like you know, bonding, structure that kinda stuff? haha... so? so i know how to do the experiment! *jumps jumps* yay~! hahaha...
oh nvm, btw, xr's bf came over to my room to watch tv last night. a very erm.... FUNNY guy. hahaha.... yuan ge and rong mei wor~! shakes head.... ok la, he is nice. but still, i tot xr goes for cute guys. oh well, well... not my problem anyway... hahaha....
oh yeah, missed physics lecture today coz i wanna sleep more. lol.... but then again, can't blame me. i couldnt sleep much last night coz i was coughing very badly. =(
{ 12:14 AM }
Is commented that i should smile more... *shrugs* hahaha...
and i realised, alot of the guys in my tut grp are shorter than me... erps... nvm! can't do my physics tut... =( qn 7 8 and 9. actually 6 was a mystery to me too. i spent the entire of today decoding it. lol.... ok! i shall decode qn 7 tmr... heehee....
Monday, August 15, 2005
{ 9:20 PM }
somehow, found clips of derrick on the net. lol.... he sure is a clown. bwahahahaha....
"Do you like to dance?"
"err... arhhh...."
"Don't like?"
"I LIKE~!"
lolz......
"You're so stiff!"
*derrick did a funny movement*
LOLZ......
but then, icecream is still better looking.... *grins*
Sunday, August 14, 2005
{ 10:37 PM }
Stupid tutorials. I can't seem to complete any..... and maths. first qn, and i dunno what the hell it is talking about. wth...
stumbled upon a picture of derrick imitating a chipmunk just now. haha... darned cute. But don't get it wrong, sa... i still like my icecream best. LOL
Saturday, August 13, 2005
{ 10:36 PM }
I want a posb debit card....
anyway, i'm still sulking that weilian got in instead of derrick... not being biased, but i just don't like nasal people...
Friday, August 12, 2005
{ 1:09 AM }
Derrick's out! OMG.... how can? how can kelvin get in but derrick's out? tell you what, derrick's fan should ALL form an alliance with junyang's fan for next week. JUNYANG MUST WIN! Urgh....
hmm... think i'm running for cac ball comm as hotel liason with pq. and pq is thinking of getting peggy and me into jcrc's cultural subcom as dance ic... heehee... if i really were to be dance ic... i better continue at studiowu. if not i'll go rusty all over again...
and studiowu is starting girls hip hop and j/k pop jam! OMG... i want~~~! who wanna join me?
Thursday, August 11, 2005
{ 6:18 PM }
sorta decided to work again, at another japanese restaurant. haha... nihonshu at MS rd. it's a sake bar cum restaurant to be exact.... pay is much higher than edo(duh?).... 6.50 per hr. but... we gotta work till 12 midnight. but it's alright la. edo opens till 4 am on fri and sat. haha... although i've only kena that unearthly shift once. hmm... going down to see tmr. we shall see then! haha...
decided not to run for CAC Impresario2005 Main Comm. Rather stick to my subcomm and maybe CAC Ball main comm ba.... hahaha... i mean, Impresario Main Comm interview is like, half an hour later? and i'm so darned unprepared. and if i'm going to work, i dun think i wld be taking up an eca too.... *shrugs* well, maybe...
i'm losing my voice.... but i still wanna much on chocolates! yum.... hahaha....
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
{ 1:35 PM }
Yup yup (looks at jay and grins)... haha... did life science tutorial. and that 6 picture based qns.... the picture still cldn't load. Sa actually told me she can see. then later she said actually a lot of people cannot see. -_-".... okay lor, her browser setting damn zai la! only her can see.... so guess what? i got 24 out of 31. 7 wrong qns. among the 7, 6 are picture-based qns. oh well, how many picture-based qns did i just said there are? *fumes* i could have got 30 out of 31 lor... damn it!
ok.... technically speaking. no more tutorials to be done for this week. since maths tutorial one still has 7 more questions to be covered. *grins* anyway, tutorial 2 is vectors and matrices. wth, i totally forgot what matrices is about la! it's sec 4 A maths work can! blardie hell. like i can remember....
was talking to shihui yesterday. she was saying that jason look exceptionally happy nowadays, and she suspect that he's already attached. and guess what? yeah man, she ask me to ask him if it's true. hah! never she heard of once bitten twice shy? i just rebutted: i'm not stupid okay. he's single, attached or married, it's not my business. i dun wanna know anyway. it's you who wanna know, why should i ask for you? lalalala~! i'm glad i did that.... haha....
MJ said they will email us on the audition outcome. peggy said her senior smsed her about it and said she got in, and that she should either cfm with them by replying the email or sms. but then, she didn't receive any emails either... is MJ screwed up or what?
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
{ 2:19 PM }
haha~! no emails from MJ, meaning i didnt get thru the audition! lalala~! should i join something, or not?
oh well, maybe not. just travel next yr lor... hahaha
Monday, August 08, 2005
{ 10:19 PM }
haha... yesh, finally got to meet yida to get the textbooks from him. initially, i wanna borrow material science text from him. later it changed to both material sci and life sci. haha... and now? just life sci. =) yesh, i'm troublesome. hahaha... and he said he doesn't really need the life sci text, so i can hold on to it for as long as i like. bwahahahaha~! i hold on to it for the entire sem! -laugh out loud- nah~! how can. was imagining him to be a... well, a more studious type of guys ba... like ya noe, bespectacled, tall, lanky and skinny that kind. but nah~! he's more like ah han korkor... moderate amount of muscles. hahaha... i nearly forgot, he's ah han kor's friend. what kinda people will make what kinda friends ma...
anyway, went to edo again to get MORE comics! hahaha... *jumps jumps* iidako was flipping through my life sci textbk and his eyes grew to like, ten times his normal size when i told him it's my textbk. hahaha... well, william quit le. and another of iidako's friend came to work. he also had the same reaction as iidako when he saw my life sci textbk la... hahaha... so can you imagine how thick that book is? *shakes head* didn't get to see ah sang today though. think he worked morning ba...
tried to do my life sci tut. well, all my life sci tut are online. and guess what? like, 6 or 7 qns are picture based. and? the blardie picture can't load! wth wth wth.... how am i supposed to answer them? i aint psychic olrite! *fumes*
and i think, we're back to being friends. yup, friends... i hope. really, i'm praying that this 'new' path doesn't lead back to where we come from.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
{ 11:02 PM }
yup yup, watched charlie and the chocolate factory with peg mummy today at princess. haha... save money. haha.... hmm.... i was still worried that i may get a HUGE craving for chocolates after watching it. but eh, not really. hahaha.... the movie is much more visualised than the book ma. ok, like DUH? haha... so when those bratty children started falling into the chocolate river, into the garbage dump and ended up with banana peels in their hair, stuffing themselves like mad, and ended up looking like a blueberry... heh heh.... no craving. -laugh out loud-
it is a very entertaining movie. i like the lift. hahaha.... it's transparent ma... then willy wonka keeps banging into it. hahaha.... and the part where charlie's grandpa did tap dance when he saw the golden ticket was amusing as well. then the part where willy wonka found the 'whatever it is called' man. well, i call them the tiny men. hahaha... mashed caterpillars. EEW~~! hahaha.... and the huge flying bugs~! EEYER.... oh well, happy ending in the end. hahaha...
went bugis to shop... and i bought a choker for 17 bucks.... regretted it man.... wasted my money. haiz..... i shall not go shopping ever again. but movies, still can la! =)
went edo to get comics from yanling and bring back my shoes. saw him again, but we both ignored each others' presence. dunno why i daoed him, but it just seemed right to do so. and so i did. and so did he.... well, i guess.... *shrugs*
Friday, August 05, 2005
{ 10:23 PM }
yup yup, went for my first maths tutorial lesson today. i was the third one to reach the tutorial room... and a hell lot of people were late coz they got lost or something. hahaha.... sa still has the cheek to say that i've got no direction sense... KAOZ.
anyway, finally did talk to someone in my tutorial group. kenneth and gabriel. and another guy whom i didn't have the chance to ask for his name was rather friendly as well. but the gurls~! oh well.... *shrugs*
studiowu finally started their j/k pop jam lesson! and it's conducted by daniel! haha... yeah, that cute instructor who stand in for carol that time shld either be daniel or bryan le... if it's daniel... WOOHOO~! i wanna take that class! hahaha... he's really cute lor. as in, the way he teaches.... 'hip movement~!' hahaha... =)
Thursday, August 04, 2005
{ 10:31 PM }
went for MJ audition today. it sucked, totally. was late for more than half an hour and they have started till i dunno which part of the routine lor.... WTH... but nvm, managed to catch up eventually. BUT.... during the audition, my mind went into a blank! i couldn't link those moves together all of a sudden and i was energy-less somemore. Kaoz..... and somehow, one of the MJ members got to know that i'm currently at studiowu. oh no~! i'll ruin studiowu reputation! *bangs head*
having maths tutorial tmr.... damn it. i can't do alot of the questions.... URGH... but i managed to figure question 11 out. *clap clap* hahaha....
i wanna watch charlie and the chocolate factory.....
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
{ 2:14 PM }
went for mentoring session just now. damn boring session. i realised i was trying to practise my beliefs in anti-socialism once again.
"you all may want to stay behind and work on your class network, exchange numbers and etc..."
and what did i do? grabbed my belongings and stalked out of the room when the rest of the class were doing what my mentor just said. *laughs*
i'm so gonna kill myself in ntu...
and i saw that party guy again..... -_-|||, topless, with his room door wide open, STILL blasting music. great....
{ 11:25 AM }
watched sin city with peg mummy at hostel last night. damn, no wonder it is R21. no doubt it shld be. it was a totally, gruesomely gory movie filled with plots i dont understand. oh well, is there a plot to begin with? devon aoki was rather cool actually, slashing people's heads and hands off with her samurai swords. haha! and the part where jack crawled over to his cut-off hand (thanks to devon)and using his teeth to pry those once his own fingers loose to get his gun was... erm, amusing. and the whoever guy who wanna rape nancy(jessica alba) was darned disgusting. he somewhat evolved into an orange monster?! kaoz... what a plot. and the part where the i dunno his name, the 'old man' ripped out his genitals and smashed his entire head was damn damn disgusting....
"old man dies, young lady lives."
a sad ending...... (well, to THAT particular part of the movie)
another disgusting thing was kelvin. he ate all those womens he captured. and lucy or whoever had her hand cut off.... got a shock when the scene suddenly changed to her handless arm. eew! a pathetic ending for that not human-like kelvin too. he was eaten alive, with a smile on his face, by his own dog. all that was left of him was his head. wth wth wth....
and the electrocution part. LOL..... amusing. *splat bloods* "is that all you've got?" and he got electrocuted another time before he died. wth.... people in sin city takes a long time to die. they can get shot like, more than 10 times all over their body and yet still lives. crap.....
anyway, i'm now confused over what i should do. i dun wanna waste money spending time at ntu and failing all my subjects. what would you do? if you feel that you may not be able to make it in the end, do you give up immediately or do you try to carry on, secretly praying that those thick wads of bills you threw in won't be wasted in the end? what shall i do?
anyway, i realised..... i always bump into that dexter guy from that 'party room' hahaha.... remember the trance music room? LOL.... am i suay or what? i would see him at least once a day. kaoz.....
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
{ 5:24 PM }
LAb lab lab.... wth. i can't understand a blardie single concept it was trying to teach. and of course, i can't blardie understand what the hell i was doing with my partner thru'out the 3 hours in that blardie lab. later, i overheard the lecturer and the technician talking. "it's very tough for them, when they haven't take physics yet. lab work should start for yr 2." wth, i don't even have A level physics la! so? i can flunk lab le. GREAT.....
and sheryl just told me. physics very tough, alot of people flunk it.... damn it! DAMN DAMN DAMN.....
Monday, August 01, 2005
{ 10:05 PM }
Stress level equals 100 right now. I'm having lab tomorrow and i don't understand a single word my lab manual right now. damn, what linearly polarised and circularly polarised light.... WTH. someone, do me a favour and stab me please....
3 hr lab tmr..... i dread that.... damn.
{ 6:06 PM }
went for my first tutorial at ntu today. econs tutorial. and i can't find that blardie tr44! what a stupid venue to put that rm. *fumes* sorta made two friends coz of getting lost. hahaha... not really friends yet. but at least, there's someone i would recognise during lectures. lab tmr.... i totally dread it. damn.... i'll be doing physics experiments! WTH... this is just so great...
something is wrong with my tagboard.... damn!
