Saturday, July 30, 2005
{ 10:47 PM }
My grandma's birthday today. we bought a hazelnut cake from breadtalk. yummy~! it's so nice... *grins* chocolate chiffon cake with hazelnut cream and chopped hazelnut. WOOHOO~!
Doing my econs tutorial now. haiz.... now i can fully understand why did i drop econs during jc. haha... and maths tutorial. i dun even wanna look at it. sa said the only thing she knew was to write her name and qn 5. damn.... i can go jump sea le.... now, when is my life science tutorial coming? hahaha... that would be the only tutorial i would enjoy i guess... hahaha!
ah sang's going back malaysia today. he won't be back till tues night or wed morning i guess....
Friday, July 29, 2005
{ 11:40 PM }
finally got to go back home, and a huge flying cockroach was somewhat waiting for me on the ceiling of my bedroom. just so great....
anyway, printed all my notes and tutorials until i nearly went bonkers! URGH....
{ 11:02 AM }
yup yup! today is friday. so i'm gonna go home today after my physics lecture. haha... was thinking of going je today coz ah jian was asking why didn't i turn up yesterday. but then again, forget it. i have no wish to see someone else there.
anyway, stayed over at sa and wi's hostel least night. juncheng came as well! and he was critizising literally every contestant la. that naggy guy. and we completed the winnie the pooh puzzle! hahaha.... after juncheng left at around 12 plus, we played metal slug! hahaha... yeah, again.
and ah sang called. his mother came to visit him and commentted that he has slim down, no need to go on a diet. hahaha.... he was so happy la! aiyoeha... and he is getting real enthu about my bday. a bit early ar! i bet by the time my bday really arrive, he would forget about it le. URGH....
Thursday, July 28, 2005
{ 11:07 PM }
i'm becoming skeptical again. but i couldn't help it. there's something wrong with her. she told me she's thinking of going je(to see ah jian) and ask if i wanna go as well. when i told her i dun wanna go and that she can go if she wants to, she said, she would go if i go. when i asked her where is she, she told me she is on the bus, heading for nowhere.
somehow, later when i smsed her again, she told me she's already at edo, eating. when i questioned if she was already heading for edo when i smsed her just now, she said yes. just what is wrong with her? yes, jason is there, so what? i just don't understand what is she up to.....
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
{ 11:54 PM }
i'm sure i can. i can see you as a friend. i'm sure i can remain as good friends with you. but apparenty, you can't. i dun understand why can't you do the same. but it's all right. i have a lot of friends. worthy friends. friends who care for me, (like silly himbo... haha... and the gang) friends who have trust in me. you don't. so it's all right if you wanna let go of our already tattered and torn friendship instead of trying your best to salvage it. it's all right. i've learnt to let go of
him, i've learnt to let go of
him, and i've also learnt to let go of something i've seemingly caught hold of. that once special something with you. now, i know how to let go of you completely, there's no need for me to learn anymore. it's actually so so easy. so easy to find that courage to let go instead of clinging on.
i'm all right. i'm doing just fine without you. actually, i don't need you. just go.... guys like you, ain't even worthy to be my friend.
{ 11:19 PM }
no lessons today. i was so bored. when to the computer store with peg mummy to see which laptop she should get. she took a hell lot of a time to decide can! aiyoeha.... hahahaha...
then we went sa and wi's hostel to slack. played metal slug. omg.... such a confusing game! half of the time i was pressing the shoot button without knowing where am i even... hahaha!
now here am i, sitting in front of my lappie in my room, waiting for tomorrow to come.... what an exciting life!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
{ 10:12 PM }
Woke up feeling still as miserable today. well, i have physics lecture at 8.30 in the morning. so basically, i have to wake up and leave my room when sheryl, pq and peg mummy are still sleeping. =(
himbo replied even before i woke up. haha... i nearly forgot that he's school always starts at 7 plus. -_-||| we started smsing again during my physics lecture and once again, i got better. haha... this guy really works wonder. he would talk sense into me and the crap to make me laugh. anyway, he was also having physic lecture at that time. haha... what a coincidence! really got to thank him for being there to give me sound advice when i needed support and help most. well, i did. and he replied: i know la! i very important! haiz.... this silly himbo.
now? i'm feeling perfectly fine. perhaps what i was feeling towards jason was just a mere infatuation or short termed attraction. well, nobody can deny that he's a very unique individual among all my guy friends. maybe it's really becoz i've never got to know such guys like him, that's why the sudden attraction. but this attraction goes as fast as it came. and i'm glad it was. =)
but one thing. i shld stop smsing him.... and yes, i did. but now, i'm so... i dunno what to say. empty? i've gotten used to smsing late into the night until i fall asleep.... oh well! *shrugs*
Monday, July 25, 2005
{ 11:44 PM }
everything is settled. him her and me. i'm out. officially out. i'll be lying if i were to say i'm feeling fine. i'm not. i'm darned sad. felt like sobbing right now and i can't get to silly himbo. =(
i told him i think i'm starting to like him, but not enough to see anything out of it. so we should better remain as friends. it was then that he finally told me, the one he really likes is her. the period where he likes me more is long over. i don't get it. why didn't he just tell me straight that he has stopped liking me when i've asked him a couple of times after that incident? what the hell was he thinking and what does he wants to do? was that fun to him? i dunno, but i felt like sobbing right now. sa is right. all jasons are jerks. perhaps i should warn her. but now, who cares about them. i'm out. when i think back on it, i just so wanna laugh. when i'm involved. i think i'm not. when i'm not involved, i think i am. what a fool i am! yesh, bash me up for being so stupid. i shldn't be in ntu. i shld be in nus. National University of Stupid.
actually, the chat with silly himbo in the afternoon really brightened up my mood. he told me alot of things. that i shld be courageous enough to let go instead of holding on. that men are everywhere and that the only difference lies in the heart. one of which can only hold one person, for love is too precious to be shared. he also told me that i may regret after letting go, but i would be grateful for doing so when i found my next bf.
but now? only one thing filled my mind. will the next one ever come? even if he do arrive, would i be able to accept him with HIM still in my mind? damn, i'm missing silly himbo all of a sudden....
anyway, i'm angry with ah sang.... stupid guy. today is really a very very bad day.... =(
Saturday, July 23, 2005
{ 11:46 PM }
yeah... this is a late entry actually. it was my last day at edo last night. hahaha... ah sang was so sad when i kept reminding him about it. hahaha... he cooked me alot of food! cabbage with egg, cuttlefish, chinmi(scallops) and prawns! YYUM YUM~! damn nice lor... =) and also tori karaage, sake shio and he got fried salmon skin for me as well. hahaha... ain't he nice? *nods head* then he asked me when is my birthday and then what i want for my bday. hahaha... it's like, two mths away la! anyway, i told him i want him to slim down. hahaha~! all right, i'm kidding. ah sang slim down not equals to ah sang le.... not cute le... hahaha!
anyway, iidako billed a wrong table. he missed out one table. so we were 23 bucks short of the total sales. jason was on the verge of peng-ing liaoz.... hahaha... oh yeah, was smsing him after i left. well, i smsed him coz i forgot to take my clothes which i've left by the counter. -_-||| his reply: pigs always so forgetful de. pls lor... he is the one living on australia airpork farm lor. hahaha... anyway, asked him about that shihui thingy. somehow, i got the answer i knew i would get. "nothing de la! nothing is happening. dun think too much la, PIG!" stupid pig. whatever, i asked him does he still likes me. and he was like, yeah. so i told him what i've told jay and sabrina. his reply? "Orh!" what a pig....
well, today! i went rebonding. guess how much? 70 bucks! =) hahaha... super cheap and the quality is not bad la. not as straight and soft as kimage. well, kimage cost a blardie 280bucks if it weren't for the birthday promotion. but it's better than my first and second rebonding at salons which cost 170 bucks. hahaha... sat there for a gd 5 hours. -_-||| nvm... then after that i went edo to get back my clothes. then now i realised, i forgot to take my shoes which i've kept there. DAMN! *growls* anyway, shihui smsed me all of a sudden while i was rebonding, asking if i've fallen in love with pig. i was SHOCK! FALLEN IN LOVE? hahaha... that one i can 101% confirm, NO. omg.... hahaha... i was asking why she suddenly wanna bring this up between us once again. and her answer was coz she saw pig and i chatting very happily last night at edo then she felt that something is happening or something. heh... nothing is happening at all lor. damn, why do i feel that i'm speaking like pig? oh crap! just forget it....
ah sang! hahaha... the moment i stepped into the kitchen, he was like... "you come le, i got no mood to work le la!" complain wor! i go down to visit him he still can complain. hahaha... then he cooked fried chicken for me again. =) ah sang is the best can! hahaha... anyway, he's still bugging me on what i want for my birthday. now, is he a little too enthu? hahaha... anyway, he's 5 mths older than me. hahaha.... but he looks and behaves like he's younger than me. -_-||| GUYS~!
promised jason to go over to je to accompany him on either thurs or fri. he kept complaining that je is super sian. is it really that bad? hahaha... when david just transferred to je, he actually told me he's a little depressed. and ah ling also detest going over to je. hmm... and ah jian. he tended his resignation after he was transferred to je. whoa~! what a good fengshui. hahaha!
moving all of my stuff into hostel tomorrow.... hmm..... one more day to official hostel life.... somehow, i'm not looking forward to it anymore....
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
{ 9:37 PM }
went to work with my mickey mouse. hahaha... yeah, went hostel again after my work. ah ling was like "you can't sleep without it ar?" of coz la! my hubby mickey leh! how can i sleep without it? anyway, jason was saying he wld accompany me in today. but in the end, i told him i can go in alone. his IMMEDIATE reply: sure anot? you can make it alone meh? wah, thank you leh, pig! so encouraging...
anyway, went hostel with xinrong coz she says she wanna see how it looks like. she went to rebond her hair! i also wanna rebond! on saturday i guess. hahaha.... walked past one of the room in my blk. the guys's room. and that very same guy in that very same room is still blasting trance music la! he was blasting when i went with peg, he was blasting when i went with my mum. and he's still blasting today. omg... party ar? if he's cute... maybe i'll join him. =) hahaha... think too much.
oh yeah, ah sang worked full today! =) got to see him still... hahaha... i knock off at 4 ma. then at ard 3, edo was near empty le. so i went into the kitchen and talked crap to him until i knock off... allright. not just with him. with ah boy as well... haiz... i wld really miss the kitchen staff after i leave edo...
i'm really pondering on him and me while i talked to jay about him. perhaps, i just see him as a brother. or maybe, it's becoz i've never get to know such guys like him and that's why i was attracted to him. but that's not liking him. not at all. i really wanna make things clear now. but i dunno how when i'm unsure of everything myself as well. should i go back to her first? or would she makes things worse? i dunno... i really dunno. i dun wanna be an ostrich. i wanna face up to reality. but how shld i go about doing it?
{ 12:23 AM }
It seems like she's hinting something again. maybe i'm over sensitive and too skeptical of her. but why is it so that she likes to ask such suspicious question?
there's a guy whom you likes, likes you. but in between the two of you, there's another girl who likes him.*i cut in* So he likes that girl as well? what a jerk! how can he likes two girls at the same time?
No, he doesn't really like that girl. okay, maybe like in a sense of a normal friendship. but towards you, it's different. he likes you in a.... relationship manner. but then, somehow, he decided not to do anything regarding the two of you until he's sure that the other girl has stop liking him. what would you do and how would you feel?a simple question? or was she really hinting something. i don't know....
Sunday, July 17, 2005
{ 11:41 PM }
ah sang called when i was in the shower today. then when i called him back, he was like, you dun wanna answer my call. dun wanna tell u le! that guy hor... really leh. he's also nineteen can! so childish! hahaha... no wonder we click so well. hahahahaha! then he was saying he call me back later coz he busy doing sushi. hahaha... flood him! flood until he die hahaha....
then he called back an hr later saying that i bluff him, telling him that i'm working today. i was like, where got? then i was asking if it's busy over there. he was like, very eng ar! i shake leg until my leg aching ar! -_-||| this guy! then he was like "jason is eavesdropping on our conversation." then jason was like, "Limpeh not that eng hor!" hahaha... damn funny. that pig pig. not listening to our conversation can reply so fast wor!
was smsing jason, and is still smsing him now. haha... working with him for 2 more days wor... i was bugging him to buy new shirts. coz i dun wanna see him still in those three shirts when i leave. he dun wanna go buy new ones. PIG PIG PIG! then i was bugging him to bring that unused grey tie of his home coz it's using up precious space in his drawer at edo. hahaha... i'm sharing his drawer ma... =) then i was complaining no space for my sweets. his reply? "then put in my mouth la! i keep for you." -_-||| very funny eh! then i was like, then i wanna eat how? "take out give u la! it's not the first time we share le ma!" *fumes* stupid pig! act cute for what? EEYER! *shudders* hahaha... was reminding him tt i'm only working with him for 2 more days. and he was like, yeah lor. you dun wan me le. pig is leaving. stupid pig. who is the pig ar?
jason said he's gonna help me move my stuff into hostel. but the two days he's off, i'm working. -_-" how can like that de! *fumes*
Saturday, July 16, 2005
{ 11:58 PM }
Went for the hiphop class today. hmm, don't like it. i guess i still prefer mtv hiphop cum street jazz style. hahaha... oh whatever...
went bugis to shop. bought my mickey mouse slippers! and it's PINK! hahaha.... i love it! and i bought another mickey tee. =) i lurve mickey mouse! hahaha... i'm planning to buy that minnie pillow as well. hmm... well, just thinking of doing so la. went to collect hostel keys yesterday. the hostel is damn small la! super super super small! Oh my goodness! *faints* thinking of ways to decorate my half of the room... any suggestions? hahaha.... i guess, i'll be bringing my mickey mouse, astroboy and toro bears in. =)
work today. i guess, we're already back to normal. =) as in, him and me. sort of stopped sms-ing and reverted to poking the hell out of each other. hahaha... poke poke poke. and yanling. hahaha... ah ling got her a tcc cheesecake. i also want! but no chance le. i wun be celebrating early nor late birthday there le... confirmed le, 22nd is my last day. fill the notice form today le. haiz.... i'll miss them. i know i will. anyway, forced yanling to thank ah sang. coz he shared the present(a converse jacket) for her as well ma. then i kept bugging her to go thank him. she refused. and at one pt, she wanna eat my jelly beans. then i was like, you dun go say thankew, you can't eat. and she did. not say personally. but she decided to sms him. hahaha! so now? ah sang has yanling's number as well! hahaha... he was so happy can. hahaha! haiz... i'll miss ah sang like crazy....
Thursday, July 14, 2005
{ 11:35 PM }
Ah Sang worked full today. i also worked full today. hahaha... so? it was super funny. i laugh laugh laugh until i wanna throw up! ah sang is just so funny can! was niao-ing him about yanling ma.... coz yanling's bday coming soon. then he wanna share the present. then auntie QQ was like, he cannot share with you! he is going to buy the diamond diamond kind. hahaha! then ah sang was like, now cannot buy diamonds. diamonds are when can get married de. then i was like: oh, so you wanna marry her also la! hahaha... he was so gek!
and i sneaked up to him twice. he got shocked twice. and he hit me on my leg. hahahaa... the last time was i niaoed him about yanling again and he used his bag to hit me. -_-|||. stupid ah sang, beat me.
saw cy on the train today....
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
{ 10:30 PM }
i'm getting damn damn damn confused. he told me he likes me. but now, it seems as if we're drifting further and further apart. this topic of 'liking' seems to have become our taboo subject. i'm becoming paranoid. was it because of all the stuff that has happened between the 3 of us? was i the extra one all along? at one point, he can be happily joking that he wld never 'divorce' me and i would always be his da laopo. the next minute, he would clam up and refuse to talk any further. we were happily joking about having nobody wanting me coz i eat too much and get very fat. his reply was quick: wun la, got alot of ppl wan u de. but when i said if really noone wants me i'll stick to him, he stopped replying until i told him i was merely joking. was it pure coincidence? or has the misunderstanding really created a drift in between us, too wide for both of us to cross over? i dunno why, but i felt like sobbing now. has he stopped liking me after all that? what if i tell him i like him as well? would that change anything? should i say? wld it worsen the already tensed situation between us?
do i really like him to begin with?
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
{ 11:48 PM }
i really think that there's more than meets the eye. yesh, i'm referring to him her and me. at one point, i really thought that the two of them are playing a dirty prank on me by thinking that she likes him and he likes me instead, when the two of them are already together. i tried to find the answer. i found none. i was confused. i tried to make it clear. i tried to understand. i got more confused. just what the hell is going on?
told david about it. his advice to me was: ignorance is bliss.
i refuse to accept that. i wld nv compromise the truth for a better life. maybe in the future, i wld grow to be like that, but not now. not when i'm just a 18 yr old kid. no matter how ugly the truth is, i wld wanna noe...
started with him. ended up eliminating the fact that he's in it and started to think that she is playing a prank on us. went over to her. ended up compromising the truth for an easier way out. damn, i didn't know my 'future' wld come so fast. she told me she hid the truth from me coz she's afraid that i wld be angry. but there's absolutely NO reasons why i would be. in the end, david's words started ringing in my mind.... i decided to drop this topic forever. he and she agreed as well. we would still be friends like before. well, for now, i'm sure he and i wld. but for her.... i'm skeptical still... i dunno why. i just have this uneasy feeling towards her.
{ 1:24 AM }
somehow managed to know what the hell is actually happening. and i felt fooled. maybe i don't know everything, but those that i know are enough for me to feel that i'm an idiot. what am i considered now? am i counted as a 3rd party? beneath her smiling facade, is there pain, betrayal or hatred towards me? she was smiling when she thanked me for helping her drop all the hopes she had for him, hoping that he would one day, like her as much as she like him. but was those tears that i've seen in her eyes under the dim streetlights? am i the extra one?
i dunno... i really dun know. am i the one standing in between the two of them, or is she the one standing in between the two of us? how about him? is he really speaking the truth? or is he just trying to keep us both?
how about me? how do i feel? i dunno.... i really dunno... and i dun wanna think about it as well...
on second thought. it wasn't his fault at all.... he intended to keep everything to himself. it was
she. she was the one who tried means and ways to rake it all up. she was the one who pulled me into this situation. but why? why did she do that? i dunno. and i dun wanna know as well....
don't ask me about this. i don't wanna be reminded of it.
please, don't.
smsed david, asking him out on wed night. but this stupid uncle. as usual. talked about everything except the main pt, and that is whether is he free or not. *grumbles* he said he would treat me dinner after his first pay at crocodile wor! treat treat treat. till now also haven't treat la! that cunning uncle. *glares*
Sunday, July 10, 2005
{ 11:42 PM }
started smsing jason at 4 this afternoon.... and we're still smsing each other now. all right... the time now is... 11.40pm. damn it. i don't dare to look at my phone bill for this month can! sure kena scolding de! how? stupid jason la! talk so much... that pig. we started with william, the trainee.... then somehow we moved to new shirts and ties for him. then over to the topic of studying. then to helping me move my stuff into hostel. then to ah sang and yanling.... yeah, basically anything under the sun. i'm so gonna die! URGH~!
just realised that pq and xinrong ended up in the same team in biz camp. funny! now two of my blur-est friend got to know each other le. hahaha....
Saturday, July 09, 2005
{ 11:58 PM }
yanling brought 6 of her comics for me today. =) but no fruits basket. >_<" i want my fruits basket! but nvm la, got that zettai kareshii... super cute! Night became mini sized. bwahahahaha....
nvm... ah sang! hahahaha... yeah yeah.... can imagine you people rolling your eyes now. i was teasing him that yanling is working ma. i started work at 5. and yl coming in at 7. then at first when i first told him "yl working later leh", he covered his ears and said he don't wanna listen. coz i asked for tempura sauce ma. then he is getting it for me. then when he brought the sauce out, he leant over and said: when is she coming in? Bwahahahahaha~! this guy ar, REALLY!
iidako was late today! no really late. he was supposed to be coming in at 7.30. he thought he's starting at 11. WHOA~! so basically yl and i worked like two siaocharbo. no la. me more siao. coz both of us were at the runner station ma. coz the orders were coming out rather fast and yl cldn't manage. so i helped her. then both of us were doing server and runner. and i was thinking "yeah! later iidako comes, he's gonna be cashier and he's gonna wash all the cups!" but no. when he came, he straight away walked over to the runner's station. -_-||| yes, I KNOW! I WASH, OKAY? wth... alot can!
and i was asking iidako did shihui smsed him last night. coz she supposedly was waiting for iidako to return to ask him THAT qn ma... it happened that she didn't. *suspicious look* really leh. i think it's shihui that likes jason and that scheming girl tried to make me her scapegoat. as in, making a hoo-ha about the rumours that jason likes me to cover the fact that she likes jason. *shakes head* Bad girl.... hahaha... dunno la. maybe she just treated him as a brudder (as she has insisted). but still.... why wldn't she sms iidako to answer her qn when she did with jason? and jason told me she stayed up till 3am chatting with him thru sms after smsing him a gdnight msg when she has lessons in the morning the next day.... REALLY! hahahahaha... oh whatever! hmm....
oh yeah, yl was opening niaoing jason and me. when talking to him about me, she would use "your laopo" even when i'm right beside them. WONG YANLING, you good! haha... but nvm la. both jason and i were like, you niao me, i niao you back. she have ah sang for us to niao about. so in the end, she would lose out ma. coz she really resents being teased about ah sang. bwahahaha~!
oh yeah, got my hall le! hall 2 as expected! =) lalalalaa~! getting keys on 15th. then can start cleaning up the room and bringing my stuff over le.... hmm... i guess, hostel life is the only thing that i'm looking forward to regarding uni. about the learning part.... *shakes head* i'm damn freaking scared...
Friday, July 08, 2005
{ 11:51 PM }
worked with shihui and iidako today. wailee came over and worked mid. jason did closing. carmen did opening but stayed around until wailee knock off. then she was like "eh, why you not working midnight? jason doing closing ma...." -_-|||
anyway, ah sang! hahaha... i didn't have a chance to talk to him until he came out and asked jason out for a smoke. then i was like niaoing him: yl not around don't wanna talk to me le har? hahaha... guess what he did? he picked up the zhao cai mao and chanted prayer to it. hilarious! then when i continued naioing him, he went bonkers! hahahaha... he is so fun!
anyway, shihui started her 'fishy' business again, asking if i MUST choose one of the guys in edo to be my bf, whom would it be. but sadly (to them) i said i preferred ah sang more. but really! ah sang is more fun.... hahaha... but too bad. he's too short. so in the end, i reluctantly chose jason. hahahaha.... shihui's reaction? "if it were me, i wld also choose jason." that girl ar, REALLY! *shakes head* anyway, when i told iidako and shihui that i preferred ah sang actually, they were saying that i disappointed them. -_-||| what's so disappointing?!
and it was so obvious that iidako asked jason the similar qn. the two of them were clearing the table and i was stoning a couple of steps away. so actually i can hear what they were talking about lor. stupid iidako. can't he choose a further place? anyway, iidako was like "it'd very obvious le. no need to say le la!" and jason just smiled. heh... and can guess the entire atmosphere between jason, iidako, shihui and me la. whenever shihui and iidako were together, they would be whispering. then when jason or i walk over, they would stop their 'secret' conversation and grin gleefully. damn, i'm just praying that 23rd would arrive faster now..... to think that i was rather reluctant to quit.....
Thursday, July 07, 2005
{ 11:54 PM }
hahaha... work full at edo again. yeah, i worked full consecutively for 3 days le. opening with jason and closing with carmen. haiz.... opening with jason and closing with ah ling, that would be so nice. bwahahahahaha.... anyway, jason bought big breakfast for me. =) and i ar... forgot to thank him. nvm, thank him tmr... yesh, i'm STILL working tomorrow. but maybe there's no need to thank him. he called me at 9 to wake me up so that i wouldn't oversleep. (which i had for the past two days) at 9 can! what a morning call! anyway, sunday off... yippee!
shihui came today. coz she's meeting her friend at pz at 6.30 or something. got a shock when i saw her sitting at the table with yl. thought i saw wrong schedule or soemthing.... then they started on my hubby number 4, jason tan thingy. yeah, wife number 1 is trix. wife number 2 is shihui. hubby number 3 is david ma. so he can only be number 4. -Laugh out loud- damn, i still can laugh. but nvm la. my last day on 23rd. left two weeks for them to niao. then i'm outta edo le... overheard jason and carmen talking... seems like edo pz can't stay for long as well.... hmm.... anyway, yl was totally enjoying niao-ing us la. jason was standing somewhere near us and i was looking damn sian. coz i just woke up ma. was sleeping throughout my two hrs break. then she said to jason: your laopo sad sad de. -_-||| very funny! but anyway, we can also niao her back about ah sang. bwahahahaha...
and ah sang was real funny today. ah jian came back to visit i guess. and i ordered 5 ssc h/r for takeaway ma. and he took hell of a long time to make the h/rs la. and i was like: eh! where are you rolling ur handrolls to? super long can! and he was complaining to ah jian "she scold me wor!" hahahaha... and the leftover chawanmushis got three. then yl wants one. so left rwo to be discarded. i took out from the warmer and left it at the runner station ma. then ah sang came over and grabbed them immediately placed them down. he was like: so hot you didn't tell me! haha... then he went jumping around.... super funny! then another sushi order. need to separate into two sets ma. then i told yl to call order for me but i forgot to tell her about separating the two sets. then ah sang has already packed into one big packet. then i told him to separate and he was super gek! he went walking around the kitchen and TRIED to get into the fridge. hahaha... but cmi la. he's too big. hahaha... and i went: yl called the order wor! and he was like "ok!" and he went to separate the two sets. bwahahahaha... now, 'yl' is his weak point. bwahahahaha~! *evil lauigh*
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
{ 11:57 PM }
haven't been blogging for a few days le. so this gonna be a damn long entry. hmm... i used to be a very hardworking blogger. oh crap! anyway, watched war of the worlds on monday with peg mummy and sa. super nice show can! EVERYONE MUST GO AND WATCH IT! it's damn nice can! 'this is not a war. this is an extermination.' whoa~! cool..... and the final part where they talk about why humans has all the rights to be living on earth is hell of a cool too.... =)
nvm.... then worked with jason and shihui for two consecutively days. mon and tues closing. then shihui kept saying that jason and i looked like a MARRIED couple. like 'couple' is not enough, got to be MARRIED. wah, thanks leh! but anyway, shihui asked what if jason really likes me. then seeing that she's so serious about it, (i have a feeling she likes jason or something, even though she kept saying he's like a brudder) i really really pondered over that qn. and my answer is: i cna't imagine that. *laugh out loud* i mean, it's impossible la. we have a kind of distance which is... i don't know how to put it. just have a ju li, that's it. oh crap, i don't know what i'm talking about. oh yeah, and on why i feel that shihui likes jason... she kept saying that i like jason. and then she would say something like, i help you ask what kinda girls he likes... then she would happily and excitedly ask him about it. it's more like, SHE herself wanna know lor... hmmm! *suspicious look* i smell something fishy. hahaha...
then today she smsed me even before i reached edo, asking me to apologise to jason for bugging him last night when she has already smsed him about that last night after we knocked off. that scheming girl. i wouldn't know if jason didn't complain to me that 'shihui' is a siaocharbo. oh yeah, the paper for order list was used up ma. then have to change. then i went to get the roll of paper and then i happily stretched out my hand to jason. "nah, i dunno how to change." hahaha... he was like... *san tiao sian* and he went: you very the cool. bwahahaha... i know, i know. dunnid him to tell me so. bwahahahaha....
was chatting with jason today when edo was rather empty this afternoon. i was asking him did he ever think of going back to school. he said he did, but he also thinks that it's already too late. "i really wanna change, but noone would give me the chance to." that was what he said. and i didn't wanna talk about that subject anymore. but i really think that he should go back to study. it would never be too late, unless he himself doesn't want to. right?
anyway... ah sang! he's so amusing! he's one of the very very few remaining reasons why i'm still working at edo after david left can. hahaha... jason told me that he likes yanling ma.... then yl is going to be dishwasher next thurs. and ah ling and i kept telling him to work on thurs night. cannot take off. and he has been bugging me for the whole of yesterday le. and today, i just told him: someone is washing dishes on thurs. and he immediately knew that it's yl. haha.... and he went: arh, very jin zhang! jin zhang! how ar? how? Urgh~! i take off la! i'll be so paiseh! hahaha... i think he really likes yl wor! haha... and he was taking the rubbish out ma. and i was sweeping the floor. and he went: don't wanna wait for you le! and i was like, it's yl taking out the rubbish leh! dun wanna wait ar? and he was like: you win! and he waited. bwahahahaha~! darn funny! *mianz rolls on the floor*
wanna eat mac big breakfast tmr..... i want, i want.....
Sunday, July 03, 2005
{ 10:15 AM }
yup, worked 7 to 4 at edo today. till FOUR! hahaha... but actually, the restaurant is rather empty after 12 plus 1... but still got a few siao people coming in at 2 plus 3. wonder what they did lor. still out so late. *grumbles* working midnight is quite fun actually. with ah ling la. if carmen is around, i'm sure things would be different. hahaha.... i was reading fruits basket comic, sitting on the couch at S1 lor. hahaha... then i drank alot of ribena.... and ah ling cooked sake shio for me. =) she ate unagi and sake teriyaki herself and she gave me half of her unagi coz i said i never tried it before. hmm... unagi not nice. it's soft, slimy and got a lot of soft bones. *shudders* sake shio is still the best. =)
oh yeah, jason worked opening ma. should have knocked off at 6.30 but coz carmen off. so he worked till 7.30 and ah ling start work at 7.30 instead of 8.30. and as usual, he sat around until 8 plus. jess was asking why isn't he going home. and he was saying his brother's gf will nag him. o_0|||...
and i remembered that time his bro gf called him when he's off and asked him to go zoo with her ma. and of course he refused la. i mean, of all places, THE ZOO? hahaha... then i was like: you go home now and go night safari with her la! and he gave me that should-i-cry-or-laugh face. bwahahahaha~!
oh yeah, ah sang cut his finger while cutting onions. his entire finger was bloody can. but that's coz he left it to bleed. -_-||| interesting guy. then i got plaster for him la. and he just held out his bloody finger to me. i was like "err... wash it la!" heh.... VERY interesting guy. and he still went: need to wash ar? URGH~! *gek* then i wrapped the plaster for him. and he was saying to ah boy: you see! she wrap for me! hosei! shuang liao. cut more! hahaha... ah boy was like "cut more la! cut!" hahaha... and after work we took cab home ma. me, yanling, fangjie and aunty. we share one cab. ours came first la. and yanling and i were at 7-11 when the cab came. and ah boy came in: eh, those two in white shirt! take bus home! cab go off le! hahaha... we panic can... super funny.... hmm... i don't mind working midnight actually. provided it's not carmen doing closing. heh.....
and i wanna buy a black racer back with a very thin strap at the back. as in super thin. where can i find one?
Friday, July 01, 2005
{ 12:16 AM }
yes, working at edo AGAIN. hahaha.... 7 to 11. and i got my period. so i was damn sianified. like totally don't feel like smiling nor talking nor moving. haiz... jason was like "something's wrong ar?" and i ignored him. hehe...
anyway, was asking jason why he has stopped eating kitkat. haha... coz i felt like eating la. whenever he buys kitkat i would get to kop ma.... hahaha... then he really went to buy for me. err.... hahaha.... so i have kitkat to eat! =)
and my schedule nest week... mon to sun. 7 days straight!
