<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d9885834\x26blogName\x3dWhere+fallen+angels+are.....\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLACK\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://fallen-again.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://fallen-again.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d1667677924400231061', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe", messageHandlersFilter: gapi.iframes.CROSS_ORIGIN_IFRAMES_FILTER, messageHandlers: { 'blogger-ping': function() {} } }); } }); </script><iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=8076742059755845825&blogName=PIECE+OF+HEAVEN&publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&navbarType=BLUE&layoutType=CLASSIC&homepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Flov-ebites.blogspot.com%2F&searchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Flov-ebites.blogspot.com%2Fsearch" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" frameborder="0" height="30px" width="100%" id="navbar-iframe" title="Blogger Navigation and Search"></iframe> <div id="space-for-ie"></div>
Baby, don't say goodbye.

about me.
Mian AKA Mianne
Female
NTU (CEE)
7th Oct
ADORES
Chocolates
Milk
Kster-ing
Dancing
Colour Pink
Animals
Bleach
Death Note
Shinhwa
Speed
Kim Hyun Joong
Kim Jae Joong
Park Ye Eun
Yamashita Tomohisa
Akanishi Jin
Jolin
Show AKA XiaoZhu

Music.

HA-HA - AKANISHI JIN
tagboard .


links and credits .
Designer/ %PURPUR.black-
Colour Code Icons

Friends

Andy
Clara
Debbie
FungWee
Fergie
HuiMin
Ice
Ivey
Ivy
Jay
Khim
Peggee
PeiQi
PeiSuan
Rosanne
Ronald
Sabrina
Sheryl
ShiHui
ShiHui’s 2nd Blog
Trixie
Venetia
XinRong
YuanYan
ZhiLing
ZiLing

Online peeps

CheeChing
Cindy
Elene
Emilyn
Germaine
HeShuang
HuiYi
Irene
Isabelle
Jean
Jeannie
Junie
Kenji
LinHui
Minn
Nisa
Paula
Ray
Roanne
SczeWe
ShiHui
Thorpedo
Vis

Others

Blogskins
Blogger
My Blogshop
My Multiply
Zephy's Random Fandom

Archives:
January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010

Thursday, March 31, 2005 { 5:28 AM }

went shopping for huimin's birthday present today. no needa say, it just has to be hello kitty merchandise. yeah, we got her a photo album. actually huiwen and i preferred the radio.... but xinrong insisted that it looked fake... arh, nvm! wanna spend my 30 bucks voucher at taka today. but xinrong said she wanna come back to do serious shopping after pay day. hmm... guess i'll just wait till then. has already set my eyes on that pink short skirt at forever 21... hahaha... saw a nice top at forever 21. and it's in green, yeah... xinrong's favourite colour... hahaha... somehow, we got to the conclusion that we can't bend down and run in that top. coz the front of the top is actually made up of two pieces of loose cloth layered over each other... so if you run ar... it will flare open la... *laughs*
oh yeah.. stayed up till 2 plus 3 am to finish that cd for david that day. WTH... so, needless to say. i stoned on tues.... worked with shihui and david. david was saying that i kept sleeping late then stone during work.... wanna be edo supermodel HAR?! i was glaring at him and mumbling "don't know which creature's fault..." guess what he said? "WHO? tell me la! he bully you ar, i go bash him up for you...." -roll eyes- but then again, he treated me tcc's oreo cheesecake.... heh...

Monday, March 28, 2005 { 8:57 AM }

Simply refused to do calling for jaime. so i just went up to her and said: if you really want me to do calling, i'm now giving one week notice. i'm not working anymore... in the end, she relented and let me do pend doc instead. WTH lor, why can't i just stay at DE, since now volume is high? WTH, WTH, WTH....
Uncle David... that troublesome guy. he's treating me like a radio station can! listed like.... 18 chinese songs and asked me to burn CD for him.... and sadly, i only have like 7 outta those 18 songs he wants... download, download, download....

Sunday, March 27, 2005 { 5:27 AM }

Went shopping aith mum.... bought... eh, nothing much. wanna buy a converse sneakers. but that lousy converse shop don't have my size! *frowns* bought sk diamond pendant though... *grins*
working at edo tomorrow! david is doing closing... bwahahahahaha... me on duty with jason. hahaha... hope that he will mop the floor tomorrow... so i won't have to mop on tues... lalala~!

Saturday, March 26, 2005 { 11:48 PM }

funny things... worked with jason and chester again on friday night at edo. saw shihui there when i reached. was rather glad coz i thought that she would be working with me. it turned out... nope. she's leaving at 6.30... when i'm starting work at 6.30... oh man~! i was so sian diao can! and even MORE sian diao when i realised that it was chester and jason again... ok, perhaps jason was still alright. but chester... erps! was talking to shihui at the service counter when he walked in. he totally DAO-ed us can! not like the people at OC... perhaps you would say that coz it's all girls. but nope. even zhizhong was friendly. the first and also the last time i worked with him was on a sat, i still remembered. the moment i stepped into the runner's station to put my bag, he started talking to me le... it was not just a Hi ir something lor... it was a conversation alright. that chester? even when he leaves, he didn't even bother to say a Bye or something. WTH.... DAO can! they were talking about iidako... hahahaha... iidako and jason was fooling around la, competing on who is stronger... -_- can... jason is 22 and iidako is 20! oh, nvm... and iidako was already in a 45degree position. and as usual, evil jason took a step back... and TADAA~! iidako fell flat.... chester was asking did iidako hit his face on the floor or something. and jason was like "nope, his stomach blocking ma!" omg, omg, omg..... oh, and why did i say EVIL jason? coz there was a time, he was laughing over his childhood incident whereby his indian classmate was happily looking at the tortoise in the school pond. and he? went over and KICKED him right in can! *shakes head* then they were reading wanbao.. or xinmin la... i dunno. it was about a pervert stealing lingerie at amk.... and chester was pointing to the so small until it was blurry image of that pervert "eh, enlarge it and maybe you would see iidako's face!" even uncle yeo was laughing his head off.... me ar... i really dunno whether to laugh or cry la... yeah....
nvm.... today! met 26 for dinner at kenny rogers. it's 26 day today! hahahaha.... went over to suntec tropics atrium to catch a view of glamour quest too... i like number 5... i hafta say, he is the MOST photogenic one can! hahahaha... sa likes number 10... and roz ah ma was saying that she has the hots for him after seeing him in that totally unbuttoned top. *laughs*
was smsing andy just now.... number 5 was the potential winner. but he didn't win! number 1 was the winner. and number 10 was second. omg ar... number 1.... *makes a face* so it turned out, andy didn't got into tpjc.... so where did he go? err... he sorta mia after i asked him about that.... *shrugs*
oh, did that brain's gender quiz... as expected....




Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male



Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve



What Gender Is Your Brain?

Thursday, March 24, 2005 { 5:21 AM }

Andy Mok is one of the 24 finalist for Glamour Quest. Yeah.... that's all i have to say....
and work at edo last night was.... oh man! nearly dieded there... coz i was blardie tired. poor jason though. he practically did everything for closing. the gari, shoyu... which was supposed to be my job. and as usual, the conveyor belt and the floor is his. *grins*
and the warm sake thing. *laughs* i was supposed to do 4 bottles of warm sake. but it was so obvious that the amount left in the bottle is only enough for one and i don't know how to change the bottle. so.... what did i do? "Jason! I send these to the customers for you. Help me with the warm sake. four bottles, k?" hahahahahaha.... and when he realised that the sake wasn't enough, THEN he knew why i asked him to help... Bwahahahahaha...
wailee came for a game of billiard with carmen... carmen was asking jason whether wailee is pretty and jason was like "Errmmmmm..." hahaha... then carmen went totally high and told us that the dishwasher at thomson thinks that wailee is very pretty and is going after her! *laughs* carmen was laughing like mad can! *shakes head*
hope that i would work on mon, tues and thurs next week at edo... david is doing closing on mon and tues.... hahahaha...

Monday, March 21, 2005 { 8:28 AM }

Yeah, went edo pz for dinner with Trix and Jess. Ah chang came as well.... Kim needs time to study and Carene is not feeling well... oh never mind. there'll always be another time. Hahahaha.... Trix was saying that Ah Chang became shuai... and at that point, i nearly spit my niku udon out right into her face can! and later she added coz of his hairstyle... nah~! saying that wouldn't help can! hahahaha.... and a couple of funny things...
was smsing jess, asking her to fly over asap... it was 8 plus already. and her reply: trying my best to. alot of birds blocking me. i was guffawing when i read that sms can! where got birds flying at night one! and it turned out, she really didn't realise that there are no birds at night. oh well....
Ah Chang was commenting that the sofa seats at pz was in worse condition than those at oc. as in the masking tapes and all la... then he added: the customers here have knives on their butts... hahahaha... jess and i immediately burst out laughing can!
Another group of david's and ah chang's friend was sitting at the sofa seats beside us. and one of the ladies called david as: david korkor... ah chang was niao-ing la... "Wah, David korkor Wor!" and david was pointing at me... "better than this one. she calls me UNCLE!" and he attempted to kick me.... Ah Chang was ultra amused and started calling david Uncle David... and he did respond can! Ah Chang even called jess auntie jess, which she turned to him. and she immediately: oh shit! i turn back, turn back! hahahahaha....
And then Shihui was calling order. hiyashi chuka. but she ordered as HAyashi chuka... Ah Chang was saying "See, see! That girl, changing menu for edo again!" hahaha... and then later... her kurage sushi became karage sushi... and Ah Chang was like: Eh, KARATE ar? LOL....
was complaining to david that i'm working with jason on wed and chester and jason on fri. then i said that i dread working with jason coz he's so quiet. work would be super boring... then david when: my granny told me, the person you're most afraid of would be the one you love the most in the future... oh! don't worry, i won't tell jason... and then, he went chuckling happily to himself. WTH.... WTH... WTH...
and david was complaining that when he went to devil's bar, a 19 yr old kid working there actually rested her elbow on his shoulder and asked him "Boy, how old are you?" hahahaha.... when david is already like... around 25? -laugh out loud-
haiz... i really miss working at OC..... and another thing. Ah Chang still plays neopet. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA~! yanling and shihui was pointing right at him and laughing there head off when we told them. but then again, he has like... a few millions neopoints.... jess was bugging him to buy a petpet or whatever for her... oh crap!

Saturday, March 19, 2005 { 6:24 AM }

I wanna go on a shopping spree! i wanna buy a hell lot of stuffs...
i want....
concealer, esp to hide my dark rings.... david is always asking me "not enough sleep?" when ever i'm working with him...
new make up....
shoebag....
converse sneakers
new pair of jeans....
haiz.... my pay would never be enough....
working on good friday... woohoo~! 7 bucks an hour can! hahaha....

Friday, March 18, 2005 { 9:07 AM }

yeah yeah yeah.... in the end, 2603 didn't come. it was sort of expected ler... so it's alright. i was just hoping that they'll come and take up most of the seats so that i can have a slacker time... friday is sure busy. 3 servers can! finally saw another server at pz. chester... same as jason la... nv talk.... but it was alright la... hahahaha... i mean, yeah.... worse if he keeps talking crap right? david's shift ended at 9pm today.... then i was ultra sleepy by the time he was going off ma... then he was like "Sleep early on Sunday night k! I don't wanna see your sleepy face on Monday." Then i was like "Bwahahahaha~!" literally.... coz i'm not working on monday! hahahahaha... but i'm still going down for dinner with trix, kim and jess.... carene... she haven't reply me yet... hahaha.... and stupid uncle david. he realised that the back of my neck is sensitive! i'm a goner.... if i stone ar, he will come squeeze my neck can! even when i tsked him to get him to make way for me coz i was carrying an entire tray of green tea cups, he also threatened to squeeze my neck for tsking him can! WTH.... later the entire tray of cups go smashing on the floor then he knows.... manager wor... so childish... *shakes head*
and he even 'confiscated' my phone until the point i really showed him a pissed face did he return me can! wah biang... buay tahan him.... hahahaha...
and yu jie is leaving soon... hope that the uncle previously at oc would come over.... miss him! he's super nice one can! saucers, green tea cups.... even chawanmushi spoons he also wash... not like now. the server doing cashiering must wash.... which is me la... *acks*

Thursday, March 17, 2005 { 8:39 AM }

yeah, went rogue to chill. clubbing for the first time, and the LAST TIME. i think i'll rather stick to pubbing at bars and pubs. instead of going to clubs.... vertical rush and surreal performed too... but one thing. VR ar... err.... their songs are not bad la. but perhaps it's the sound systems.... or the vocalist. i cld only hear the music. the vocalist SEEMED to be screaming at the top of his lungs into the mike. but both zh and i heard NOTHING that sounds like his voice.... surreal's better in that sense. at least, we cld hear the vocalist singing.... yeah...
drank gin tonic..... hahaha... was trying not to be tempted to squeeze the lime inside but in the end, i just did.... taste far far better ler... hahahaha....
j's bf and his friends joined us too.... and they were drinking tequila pop..... hahahaha... popping all the way.... difficult job ler.... actually wanna try tequila pop... but it's better not to drink mix liquor.... hmm....
and perhaps, we should try acid bar next time. it sure looked more illuminated and soothing to me... *grins*

Tuesday, March 15, 2005 { 9:22 AM }

An indian came in to edo and asked me: Is this 7-11?
iidako was like "WTH! if he had asked me, i'll throw him out!"
*laughs*
some people are just so... i have no comments....

Monday, March 14, 2005 { 9:04 AM }

Worked at edo again.... finally got to work with the full time server at Edo PZ. jason i think.... super quiet. or should i say he doesn't speak to me? o_O.....
eh, no hor! yanling and shihui also said that jason never speaks to them.... so it's not my problem. it's his! hahahahaha....

Sunday, March 13, 2005 { 7:54 AM }

I'm surrounded by people who thinks that they are everything and the world revolves around them....
I'm surrounded by people who thinks that everyone else is the world and they are totally neglected, hence feeling super bitter about it.....
I'm surrounded by people who don't know a damn thing about me, and yet acted as if they know me inside out...
I'm surrounded by people who never bothered to understand how i feel, and assume that i'm cold and unfeeling....
I'm surrounded by people who appears to be nice to you and yet in actual fact, she never had the intention of being anything nice.....
I'm surrounded by people who acted real friendly in the presence of one and then badmouthing one to me once his/her back turned......
I'm surrounded by people who have high expectations of me, even though it's so darned obvious that I couldn't make it.....
I'm surrounded by people who wants to control me.....

But it's okay. it's all right..... i won't be bothered by them....
luckily, i still have them....

I still have those who really cared....
I still have those who would put themselves in my shoes and think for me....
I still have those who wouldn't mind playing the role of a jester just to cheer me up....
I still have those who would go the extra mile just to help me, even if they jolly well know that the results would end up being the same....

but sadly, they ain't my family members.......

i still remembered the day when i got my A level results.... A depressing B B D.
my mum: BBD? No A at all? D? for maths? Why so lousy? Can't go uni le LAH~! Go work la, go work! *mumbles* ask you study harder u never listen....
my dad: D? Can go uni not? (me: should be ok la) Ok.... *click*
my brother: (opps.... sorry, he didn't even care if i were dead)

but them....

david: try not to think too much about it. you've got to learn to be happy in all times. there would always be other alternatives.... dinner on me?
guoliang kor: it's alright. don't think about it first. have a good sleep tonight, then start looking for alternatives and options tomorrow. don't worry, i'll be asking around for you too! don't go jump sea k! -_-
jay: just know that no matter what, i'll be there for you, k?

a case of unloving family members? *shrugs*

{ 7:17 AM }

I'm undecided again...
Now, Biomedical for Bio sciences?
URGH~! I'm going mad here....

Saturday, March 12, 2005 { 7:33 AM }

Alright, i'm done with it. Pharmacy, then science....

Friday, March 11, 2005 { 7:25 AM }

I'm really undecided. pharmacy or science? i'm afraid that i would regret....
and my maths... forget it. D is a D.... Mrs Tan is UNCONTACTABLE.....

Thursday, March 10, 2005 { 9:09 AM }

Yup, it's Andy's last day at ocbc today. DeWei and AhYong was like: Si Mian~! It's Andy's last day today LEH~! Sad not? *diao* my reply: ok la~! hahahaha... then they were like... *diao face* Orh! hahahaha... guess we would never meet again... hahaha... so serious sia~! The new guy at DE was so... oh man. i have no comments sia. coz the new system is super confusing. then his breakdown was like... super confusing. then joyce was so gek liao. and she was like: go, go, go! before i scold. guess what the guy did? "YEAH! i can go!" hahahaha....
edo... worked with uncle yeo today. he's quite nice too la... hahaha... and guess what people~! i'm working on 18th! so sad... if 26 is really coming, i gotta watch them eat! and david is working second morning shift on 18th as well.... hahaha.... got to work with him again. this is his second time working at pz for the month. and i'm working with him again... shihui was saying that i'm very lucky. -_-
but then again, if i'm not working with david, i'll be working with the other two managers i don't know coz carmen is always working morning shift. so... yeah, quite lucky. *laughs*
and i CAN'T contact Mrs Tan! damnit! No needa check liao la.... fated to get a D even if my actual results ain't. Blardie Hell....

Wednesday, March 09, 2005 { 9:04 AM }

yeah, went nydc for dinner with my ocbc friends. met zq, cy, ah ma, feli, ky and the rest there as well. good huh, meet never tell me.... oh crap...
was telling doggie that i'm spending $168 to check my maths grades. expected him to say something like: you siao or what? hahahaha.... but he actually said that i should check if i'm confident that i shouldnt be getting just a D. but the problem is.... i'm not confident! oh crap! told him to come find me at edo on 18th together with the class, provided i'm working. if not, we'll all go together! hahaha... and he's asking zq to organise instead.... *diao*
and zq even better... "You're treating right? okay, ON!"
since when i said that i'm treating huh?

Monday, March 07, 2005 { 9:12 AM }

Woohoo~! I got transferred back to DE!!! yeah~! hahahaha.... heard jaime saying that coz i'm good at doing DE. lalalalala~! got transferred back~! no needa do pend docs anymore.... but i still gotta sit at my usual place, just moved one seat over, so that i can help gwen if she has a problem and jaime need not help her... WTH....
yup, worked at edo paradiz today.... carmen is off, so david did closing with yanling and me. hahaha... both yanling and i were from OC. BUT, we have not seen each other yet, until today.... david was like 0_o when i told him that i've nv seen yanling... hahaha.... yanling ar... another trixie... hahahahaha... she really can talk sia... hahaha...
and... 168 bucks to check my maths paper.... darned expensive sia.... guoliang kor said that if i'm confident that i should be getting better grades, then check. but david was like.... might as well retake the paper.... but that has to wait one year la! haiz.... didin't have the chance to talk to my mum about this.... worked too late le.... till 11 plus sia~! and the stupid edo was so dusty~! sweep until i ki-siao le....
and made a couple of mistakes today.... heh... and david gotta clear up the mess.... but can't blame me ler.... the customer doesn't know that yakiniku is yakiniku. so when i said yakizakana, he said: Yes. in the end, he wants yakiniku zen and not yakizakana zen. =(....
david was like, pointing to the yakizakana zen: so how? what else can i do than to say i'll pay right? and guess what he said? "Don't want! I want you to feel sorry...." then, he ate up that zen. *shakes head* Manager arh.... *tsktsk* hahahaha.... yeah, and rong feng came to eat with his friends la... i had a shock when i saw him there... LOL....

Sunday, March 06, 2005 { 7:05 AM }

Yeah, went for mtv dance with pq again.... it was better than the last last week one... hahaha.... managed to catch up. hmm.....
and then, went kster with sabrina.... the two of us sang for 4 hours lor.... kaoz..... nearly dieded....
sa was saying that we should get our maths paper re-checked. check check la.... but i would like to have my bio paper seen too.... don't understand why doggie and the others got A but i got a B instead.... Bleh....

Saturday, March 05, 2005 { 8:54 AM }

Yeah, started work at edo paradiz today.... now i know why edo cine has to close down.... 12 to 4 at paradiz is like 6.30 to 10.30 at edo cine la! omg..... and at one point all the seats around the belt are taken.... omg.... i was rather busy today, becoz.... we got to wash the green tea cups, saucers, chawan plates and miso bowls ourselves too.... at cine, we only have to wash plastic cups and spoons.... bleh....
david called up paradiz to find carmen today, and i was the one who picked up his call la... but he sounded so weird, i couldn't recognise his voice! he was like, silent for a moment and asked who i was. and i was utterly pissed becoz i totally detest people calling and asking who you are. imagine someone calling up your house, and then ask who are u.... so duh right? so i refused to tell him who i am and asked him who he wanna look for instead.... finally he gave up and asked for carmen... bwahahahaha... and carmen was like: Si Mian~! that was david LA~! oops~! heh.... and david bluffed me lor... he said he'll be at pz somedays and asked me to check up his schedule and try to work with him.... his schedule for March.... all i saw was JE(jurong east) and R(rest).... *grumbles*
bumped into shujuan and jeraldine at subway paradiz today.... hahahaha... so coincidental.....

Friday, March 04, 2005 { 7:05 AM }

My results sucks.... D for maths. B for Chem and Bio.... a C6 for GP. Darn! but then again, doggie aka the GP shen got C6 too.... jaw-dropping... ... i was like *tugging violently on his sleeves* "YOU GOT C6?" Hahahaha.... then went i told him i got a D for maths, same reaction from him, minus the tugging violently on the sleeves.... 'D?" yeah, D.... and when he knew that i got B for both chem and bio, he also sian diao.... btw, he got A for both chem and bio, and a C for Maths.... WTH..... David thought that i was kidding him when i told him my results sucks.... bleh.... then he said to treat me dinner to cheer me up. My reply: But i want icecream.... *laughs* Korkor was worse! i told him i got Bs for bio and chem but D for Maths... he said: Your maths is good. but what on earth happened to your sciences? *bangs head* KOR ARH~!
went bugis after the results thingy... i bought a pink astroboy~! hahaha... and a minnie mouse earrings.... heh... and i think i cmi for bio sciences le... perhaps i'll stick to my pharmacy...
saw him again.... got a new hairstyle, but sadly... it still sucks... hahaha... permanent bad hair day for him i guess....

Thursday, March 03, 2005 { 7:47 AM }

Arh~~~! less than 24 hours! hope that i would be able to sms DNXB tmr.... becoz i've promised to let him know if my results are good.... hmm...
went fish n co for dinner with clara and sa today... the made me eat ALL the prawns! ok la... they each ate 2. and i ate 6.... yeah lor.... 6 only MAH~! then we went ebase.... bwahahahaha~! bought a shapeless purple dress.... muahahahahaha...

Wednesday, March 02, 2005 { 5:34 AM }

Jaime forced me to do calling for pend docs today. WTH.... i was not very happily doing CBYP (coz i wanna do DE) and then she comes saying that lynn would do all my CBYP coz she wants me to help her do calling... URGH! i hate doing calling.... it sucks. no matter how nice the customers are, calling still sucks... right to the core.
Friday is coming.... would it turn out to be a day of celebrations, or a day of tears and regrets? nobody in his/her right mind would ask for the latter right.... but such things ain't really in our control huh.... i'm stressed. stressed becoz i don't feel the stress at all.... *acks*
david lazy ho aka DNXB is off on friday.... hmm.... so perhaps we shall go edo paradiz on fri to see the zaizai lookalike for the celebrations, PROVIDED THERE'S GONNA BE ANY?
Alright, there would be! heh.....

Tuesday, March 01, 2005 { 6:32 AM }

I'm feeling so full i wanna throw up. yet, i'm now stuffing my face with chocolates and biscuits and whatever i can find. anyway, i've finished half the tin of van houton's almond chocolates le.... i really feel sick.... i'm so full i can't breathe properly.... gotta take in deep breath after 2 or three normal breaths so that my lungs are like.... cleared or something... *swallows another piece of chocolate*
i feel miserable. i'm tired of all the rubbish i get from rubbish two-faced people living in self-denial. i'm tired of having my mum dragging me outta of my bed so that she can sleep in it. i'm tired of putting up my 'i don't give a damn' face so early in the morning to face this world. *swallows another piece of chocolate* i'm tired of being surrounded of two-faced people. i'm tired of laughing at jokes that i don't find the least bit funny. i'm tired of trying not to burst out crying over nothing. i can't breathe properly. guess i'm not used to not working at edo at night. i need to be busy all day, from the minute i wake up to the point i sleep. *another chocolate*
Woohoo~! 3 more to finishing the entire tin...

{ 6:03 AM }

It's final. A levels results out on Friday.... Okay....